the brain & fingers

2012 has arrived

2012-01-02T17:47:00.002+08:00

wah wah wah dah 2012.tinggal 8 tahun nak sampai ke Wawasan 2020 hehe. Masa belajar dulu rasanya tahun 2020 tu macam apa je la.selalu berangan agaknya masa year 2020 nanti ada kereta yang berjalan atas udara haha ok jelas terpancar kebingungan masatu kan.silly.

besok 3/1/12 is my hubby's birthday.kesian dia,saya tak dapat cuti.early of the year memang susah sangat nak dapat cuti.kalau dapat cuti confirm boss demam.kadang-kadang tak ramai customer pun first day tu tapi dah memang boss semua set their mind macam tu tak boleh nak cakap apa la kan. Branch Melaka Raya tu pun sebenarnya dah sedia ada memang tak busy pun sebab located dekat Banda Hilir,tempat orang melanconglencong bukannya industrial area.But still boss kata "it's gonna be VERY busy" baiklah -.-"

anyways anyhow, New Year has come.Resolutions have been raised *nah not gonna share* semoga segalanya diberkati dah diperkenan Allah s.w.t & semoga perjalanan 2012 gonna be smoother,less obstacles,less hurdles.InshaAllah.

eh saya doakan awak juga :)

Assalamalaikum.

Ungku Nur Hana Elysa Bt Ungku Shahrin

2011-12-26T23:42:00.003+08:00

We've got ourselves a new niece :) jade baru gave birth to a baby girl semalam and tadi i & hubby pergi melawat mereka..they name her as 'Ungku Nur Hana Elysa Bt Ungku Shahrin' i'm actually not quite certain of the spelling but it sounds somehow like that hehe omg it's such a cute name suits the super cute baby.weighted 2.8kg.small but loud :) sama macam mummy dia haha.oh God im sooo superduper happy for them both.semoga Hana akan jadi anak baik,solehah & patuh pada mama & abah dia.

O Allah please bless thus family :)

*how i wish i can upload her picture now*

alamak 9 hari lagi!

2011-12-25T18:50:00.002+08:00

9 hari lagi dah sampai hari lahir chubby hubby saya yang ke 27! oamigad omaigad.itulah sibuk melayankan perassaan sedih sampai 2 minggu sampai lupa birthday dia dah nak tiba.hadiah tak beli lagi pun.selalunya by this time saya dah tau nak beli apa atau memang dah bungkus pun.sebab saya tak suka kerja last minute (sebenarnya takut lupa).selalunya saya akan tipu sampai 2 januari cakap saya takde beli hadiah atau lupa beli hadiah biarkan dia bergelumang dengan perasaan sedih campur menyesal ada girlfriend tak ingat birthday haha but then sampai 3 haribulan *tadaaaaaaa ada hadiah rupanya :) huhu i love that semaiiiill (ejaan sebenar : smile) alahmak tapi this time memang betul-betul seriously takde hadiah lagi ni alahmak alahmak.apa nak beli ni?apakah apakah?

hmmmmm

here goes my sad story.

2011-12-12T13:42:00.004+08:00

i was detected pregnant last month but yesterday the happiness is no longer here.miscarried.it was painful.bukan proses keguguran yang telalu pedih but the fact that i'm no longer carrying my little bean is painful.terlalu pedih.pahit.terlalu pahit.terlalu kecewa.banyak kali saya terbangun waktu malam dan mengharapkan apa yang berlaku adalah mimpi.but it's not.it's real.the pain is real.sampai sekarang semua bagaikan mimpi.

saturday, 10/12/11 - 7pm.i started to get the pain on stomach.bleeding a bit.went to see Dr.Khartik (Pakar Sakit Puan @ Taman Perdana.very nice gynea) he did a scan and discover that the baby was not in a good condition.scan images shows a few cracks on the baby sack.that was when the painfulness started.explaination done.heart broken.i decided to let it go not because i didnt love him/her.it's because i love him/her too much.but hubby loves it even more he refuse to let him/her go.he wanted me to hold on.he needed a second opinion.and so we went back home and cried the whole night.

sunday, 11/12/11 - went to Klinik Nur and met Dr.Fadzilah for a second opinion.Dr.Fadzilah advised on the same thing.she said baby is too small for his/her age which was 7 weeks.no heart beat.my heart shattered.all over the places.but i gotta stand tough.expained to my parents & hubby's that we wanted to let him/her go.got major bleeding and went straight away to Putra Specialist Hospital.Dr Chew.a very nice gynea.explained everything thouroughly and we realized there's no other chance to keep it.let it go.i was injected with i-dont-know-what liquid.i think it's a bius.and slept the whole 3 hours.DnC done.while waiting for me to gain consciousness hubby buried our baby at mak's lawn.i woke up at 6pm.settle with the bill and went back straight home.it's weird. i dont feel any pain in the stomach.segalanya hilang.dalam sekelip mata.yang tinggal hanya pedih di hati.

sampai sekarang semuanya bagai mimpi.pedih setiap kali terlihat susu anmum kat dapur.dugaan ni adalah yang paling perit sepanjang tahun ni.but i choose to stay on the positive side.no matter how painful it is.i choose to smile.inshaAllah akan ada hikmah disebaliknya.

Hadapi Dengan Senyuman - Dewa

Entry jakun ;D

2011-06-15T23:06:00.002+08:00

Entry jakun terterbit apabila wujudnya i-phone mahaha

Baiklah.ini entry untuk menguji kebolehan mengupdate blog via i-phone.

Maceh <3

15062011,2251hrs

2011-06-15T22:07:00.003+08:00

Eventually manage to write in here :) after 9 days !

I'm officially a happy wife of Mohd Iqbal B Abdul Shukor. Masih tak sangka akhirnya berkahwin dengan ex-boyfriend yang dulu kononnya hey i can live without you,owkay you can go. ok now admit it, cant live without you,let's marry.miahaha.Syukur Alhamdulillah the solemnization went smoothly with one time akad.Alhamdulillah.

Life change in total.yep TOTAL. it's fun tho :) i've got myself an older brother, an older sister, a younger brother & a younger sister.heaapp! :) i dont dare to explain on how big the family is now cause it's got VERY BIG it wouldnt fit an entry.

Change in total there means EVERYTHING changes.yeap,EVERYTHING.kalau dulu makan/minum pada bila-bila masa tanpa fikirkan keadaan perut/tekak orang lain,sekarang kena fikirkan perut/tekak orang lain dulu sebelum perut/tekak sendiri.kalau dulu nak tidur fikirkan bantal sendiri selesa atau tak,sekarang kena fikir jugak bantal orang sebelah selesa atau tak.kalau dulu iron baju 5 pasang untuk kerja seminggu,sekarang 10 pasang okeh! senang kata kalau dulu perlukan seminit untuk berfikir,sekarang perlukan 2 minit. hah memang betullah orang kata kena mentally & physically prepared bila dah decide nak kahwin.

bila cerita macamtu macam seksa je jadi wife.but Allah is fair kan? Kalau dulu before makan kena fikir dalam purse cukup duit ke tak,sekarang tak yah fikir.makan je.yang tu ada orang lain fikir.bhahaha.ataupun kalau demam tak larat nak ambil ubat,buat muka kesian sikit,mesti ada yang tolong ambilkan :) ohh niceee

lepas kawin ni ramai yang sms asking whether it's fun being a wife?(as if im married for 9 years!) i would say it depends on who do you marry :) and if you think it's time to change, prepare yourself & just change, inshaAllah, Allah will lead you the way. Life has a lot to treasure anyway.

Honestly i'm taking my time to adapt with this new thing & slowly blend with these new people.

InshaAllah berkat doa semua we'll sail this ship right :)

setem 50sen tak boleh pakai? NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONOOOONOOOO!

2011-05-19T22:34:00.004+08:00

"As slm n slm 1malaysia...pd kengkawan sume yg trpaksa kna g pusat mel @ kna denda psl kad jmputan yg korg trima tu setem nye xckup....setem 50sen xlaku skrg.. sy disini ingin memohon sejuta kemaafan diatas kesulitan ini......kesulitan amat dikesali.... peace!!" - FB status of Nuwa Atan

sebenarnya i had a lot to say.dari office dah fikir malam ni nak buat entry gebang dah post invitation cards.nak gebang kegigihan pergi post office berjalan kaki semata-mata nak post the cards sampai kaki sakit sebab jalan jauh pakai high heels.tapi bila baca one of my friends' status di FB terus kecewanangeslajulaju T.T

boleh tak seseorang datang selamatkan hati saya yang sedang berduka lara ni?
betul ke setem 50sen dah tak laku?
sebab semua kad yang saya hantar petang tadi di tampal dengan setem 50SEN!!!

zalim la.ini suatu penzaliman! kenapa tak masuk news setem dah naik harga? kenapa? T.T kenapa tak dilupuskan saja setem-setem 50sen tu? kenapaaaaa??

waaaahaaaaaa malas lah tulis lagi

.majuk.

i wish i can buy time

2011-05-18T23:10:00.002+08:00

it's less than 20 days before my wedding day :)

so much to do but so little time left
dah lah busy dengan preparation.office pun semakin busy since move to new premise ni.cuti sehari on last monday pun kerja dah menimbun atas meja.kalau cuti 2 minggu macamana la keadaan meja tu nanti haih bingung jadinya.nak tak nak kena jugak settle kan pending documents before cuti panjang.ada lebih kurang 7 hari lagi nak settle semua waaaalllaweeyy sempat ke ni.tu tak campur file yang tiba-tiba hilang entah ke mana ntah mana nak cari T.T kes si chewinggum *bukan nama sebenar* tak settle2 lagi.tengok gaya macam naik court je tu.benci kau chewinggum!orang tolong kau,pastu kau putar belit pulak,apa dah miskin sangat ke?ok stop.takleh disclose kes chewinggum banyak2.haila.. time ni la rasa alangkah baiknya kalau kerja sendiri.

invitation cards pun belum sent out lagi.adei.semua dah bising mana kad.this week kena gagahkan diri sent out all! kamon lah saliza! yeah! semangat! semangat!

oh janji nak pergi rumah baby since 2 minggu lepas pun tak pergi-pergi lagi -.-'' i wish i can buy time

am i the unluckiest of all? T.T

2011-05-09T22:16:00.002+08:00

pernah tak kamu berperasaan seperti orang yang paling malang & rasa malas untuk meneruskan hidup?terasa sangat kecil dan fragile.

seperti yang sedang saya rasakan sekarang?
T.T

mula-mula accident.lepastu engagement ring hilang.kemudian,blackberry saya rosak terus tak boleh on SAMPAI SEKARANG.dan kemudian bila terpaksa pakai kereta emak,kereta emak pulak rosak.dah fixed the car,beli bateri kereta baru.bawak balik melaka.kereta emak rosak lagi.mechanic kata bateri yang saya beli before ni tak bagus.beli lagi satu bateri.tapi kalini i learnt a lesson.ambil phone number mechanic tu,apa-apa hal senang nak serang.saat ni mula rasa menyesal tak amik mechanical course sebab accountancy tak dapat membantu dalam menilai masalah enjin kereta.tapi dah terlambat.masalah kereta biar mechanic yang fikir.sediakan duit saje.

waawaaaaaawawawaaaaaaaa T.T
dah lah majls dah nak dekat.macam-macam pulak yang datang.dugaan dugaan.

berbalik kepada berperasaan malang,tension taw bila berperasaan macam tu.nasib baik Tuhan ciptakan devils and angels.those angels sedang berhempas pulas berteriak "SABAR SALIZA,SABAR! YOU CAN DO IT! THIS IS A PIECE OF CAKE!" huhu makanya mari bersabar.jangan ikutkan kata si syaitan. nyah kamu syaitan!!

.luv.

BB meragam lagi =(

2011-04-26T22:30:00.003+08:00

STRESS dengan handphone ni lah! asyik tak boleh on je.marah nanti makin teruk penyakitnya. mungkin dah tiba masanya tukar i-phone la kan? ihik..nasib baiklah nak kawin (sebab nanti bajet lari kalau beli i-phone) ,kalau tak memang dah lama buang bb ni dalam parit depan rumah mak.

dah buntu tak tau macamana nak on kan bb ni.dah lah segala jenis password simpan dalam tu T.T nangeslaju-lajulagi.ini lah drawbacknya bila pakai smartphone.we'll tend to keep everything inside it, when it's damaged,u'll lose everything, pastu crack your brain to remember everything and baru kedek-kedek jot it in a book. time macam ni baru rasa cara mr.Lim simpan passwords amat berkesan.he makes one master copy in a note book & then put those important passwords in a piece of paper and tuck inside his wallet. masa first time nampak tu i was thinking like 'adeh..ada lagi orang simpan password dalam wallet selit-selit?' rupa-rupanya cara tu lagi tak memeningkan kepala.benci lah.

rendam bb dalam air twister boleh?

i AM a BELIEVER

2011-04-25T11:52:00.003+08:00

i am having imbalance emotion at this very point of time

had an accident yesterday.24th april which was my 1 year engagement anniversary (gedik je engagement pun nak ada anniversary kan) i mentioned 1 instead of first since there'll be no second. kali ni accident agak teruk.saya telah melanggar tembok and i'm not going to write full story since it'll just remind me of the heart break. hati saya telah pecah sebagaimana bumper kereta saya telah pecah T.T nangeslajulaju

but i believe i am strong enough to go through this.

inshaAllah

getting your own wedding invitation card feels awkward

2011-04-20T20:58:00.005+08:00

20.4.2011

harini terima parcel yang berisi kad jemputan kahwin diri sendiri.sangat weird ok.selama ni dapat kad jemputan kahwin orang je.bila tengok nama sendiri ada atas 'kad jemputan kahwin' terus panic macam ishh siyez ke ni?nape rasa macam takde apa akan berlaku ni? bukan ke perkahwinan tu sesuatu yang akan memberikan impact yang sangat super duper besar dalam hidup?

jadi otak telah membuat kesimpulan : oh mungkin sebab ada banyak masa lagi. so mood tu belum datang.tunggu lah tinggal seminggu lagi nanti.nak makan pun tak lalu.

rasanya dah patut start buat jemputan pada rakan-rakan sahabat handai sesekolah,sebas sekolah, pakcik driver bas dan van sekolah,kawan-kawan sepermainan galah panjang,cop tiang, ting-ting, mak yam kantin sekolah, seuni,sekampung,ishh ramai lagi ni. tapi sebelum bagi kad jemputan tu, kad-kad tu kena lipat dulu ya. so sebelum kad tu boleh sampai kepada rakan-rakan sebab nak melipat+menulis+mengpos akan mengambil masa mungkin doblastahun lagi makanya saya jemput dulu lah guna blog ni.

kepada kawan-kawan yang mungkin terbaca blog ni, saya dengan rendah diri yang sememangnya sudah rendah ini berbesar hati sekiranya kawan-kawan dapat menghadirkan diri ke majlis saya nanti bagi memeriahkan lagi suasana :) *rasa kekok pulak nak invite orang pergi wedding sendiri.terasa plastik pun ada sebab ayat tu bunyi terlalu perfect.weh korang,aku nak kawin ni,nanti datang taw aku belanja nasi bariyani.haaa baru real bahahah*

fever,fever go away.come again another day.

2011-04-12T19:39:00.002+08:00

2 hari demam setelah sekian lama tak demam.sangat menyeksakan.tambah lagi seorang diri di melaka.makan minum takde orang sudi nak jaga.kalau dekat rumah mesti dapat layanan first class dari mak T.T wah sedih hati ini. dah 2 hari makan tak teratur.bila lapar cari makanan like roti.ambil sekeping sapu dengan peanut butter and makan.lepas sejam lapar lagi makan apples pulak.2 jam lepas tu lapar lagi minum chocolate drink.lepas setengah jam lapar lagi buat campbell soup pulak.kira apa yang ada semua bantai je ikut turn.nasib baik lunch incik iqbal saya yang baik hati orderkan mcD delivery.

oh speaking of McD delivery,ada ke patut budak McD tu sms saya tiba-tiba seolah-olah sangat concern.soalannya seperti 'dah baik demam?' dan 'dah makan ubat?' waaahh sekarang McD memang ada bagi care service macam tu ke? kenapa tak hantar ubat terus ke rumah customer kan? baru betul care. memang silap lah.kan dah kena complain sekali terus ke HQ. pandai-pandai awaklah menjawab ye. saya memang tak suka bila phone number saya di ambil and di sms sesuka hati.rasanya seperti hak asasi saya terganggu.

kasihan jugak pada dia yang terlibat.but this is not the first time.i remember last time when i was in segamat,that delivery boy smsed me too.tapi masatu takde la report sebab malas nak peningkan kepala.but this time saya dah ada assistant untuk buat complain so mintak dia settlekan saje lah :D bagus kan?kiki

BAD day

2011-03-29T11:01:00.003+08:00

what a bad day T.T

firstly my handphone cant be charged due to I DONT KNOW WHY! so it's off since yesterday evening.i cant call mother.i cant call iqbal.i cant sms ina.i dont have an alarm clock that i had to get my housemate to do the alarm clock duty for me.and until now it still cant be charged.I DONT KNOW WHY .nanges.

ok that is one thing

the other thing is that i left my car key inside my room which has been locked (oh yep i locked it.siapa lagi?) and to make thing worse,my room key is attached to the car key T.T do yo get me? i dont have my car key to go to work.now i dont even have the room key to get the car key cause they are attached together. AND now i cant use my handphone cause it cant be switched on since yesterday evening! the first public phone will take me about 10minutes to reach by walking.and GOSH i'm scared to walk that far alone.scared of bad guys :D scared of the dogs.scared of hurting my heels.kesimpulannya :TAKNAK JALAN KAKI JAUH-JAUH ok?

so what did i do?

went to the neighbour and ask for phone la.hahaha.tapi sebelum tu kena buat muka baik supaya aunty tu tak ketakutan dan explain satu-satu as if aunty tu nak tahu reason kenapa nak guna talipon rumah dia dah lah nak talipon seluruh dunia in stead of using my own phone.penat explain,jawapan aunty tu 'ok' saje.

baiklah

dapat lah call office cakap harini nak amik half-day leave

call iqbal cerita pasal hal kunci tertinggal

call suhaila mintak hantar spare key

morale nya : buat lah spare key dan letak di rak kasut ke dalam tepung kat dapur ke dalam pasu ke mana tau kalau-kalau kepala tiba-tiba lose balance and buat mistake yang ntahbukanbukan takdelah menjajar nak pergi rumah jiran dan pinjam talipon. sekian .

tentang sesuatu

2011-03-27T00:31:00.005+08:00

ada sesuatu yang berumah dalam kepala saya sejak 3 hari yang lepas

first-hand experience of my bestfriend

sesuatu yang susah nak diterima otak saya makanya saya asyik berfikir tentang alasan-alasan yang memungkinkan kejadian itu

sesuatu yang tidak pernah disangkakan

sesuatu yang sebelum ini saya percaya takkan pernah berlaku

sesuatu yang pelik

tiba-tiba jadi bingung tahu? macam blur lah.saya tahu saya selalu blur tapi blur yang ni memang blur habis sampai tak nampak langsung.gelap.dan akhirnya saya give up untuk mencari alasan setelah tengok cerekarama tadi :D kata-katanya macam ni

Allah berfirman : "boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu sedangkan itu baik buatmu.dan boleh jadi kamu menyukai sesuatu sedangkan itu amat buruk bagimu"

dan

" mencintai tidak bermakna memiliki "

dan jugak

" kita merancang tetapi Tuhan yang menentukan "

simple je kan those 3 sentences.sesuatu yang kita dah lama dengar.tapi lupa untuk diaplikasi.

Jadi, tak ada apa yang pelik pun.semuanya mungkin.

you & me

2011-03-27T00:20:00.002+08:00

what is important to you might be not important to others

what is important to others might be not important to you

how true is this?

VERY true.

so just dont bother so much when people complain on you of your favourites

and dont wonder so much when you find others' interest are just not so good to your eyes

Puteri Homestay

2011-03-27T00:00:00.002+08:00

Sekarang sedang sibuk membina blog untuk abang azman untuk Homestay terbaru dia,Puteri Homestay. disebabkan abang azman lahir pada tahun 60-an dan pada masatu takde belajar computer disekolah,makanya saya yang lahir di tahun 80-an ini haruslah menyelamatkan keadaan mambantu masyarakat setempat dengan ilmu yang ada.ececeh tang 'masyarakat setempat' tu ada sedikit poyo ya.

Actually, abang azman ni ada banyak homestay and the latest one is this one lah. sekarang ni mash lagi dalam sesi pengenalan makanya harga sangat murah iaitu RM150 SAHAJA untuk satu hari. sangat murah untuk sebuah rumah yang ada 3 bilik, 2 toilets dan fully-furnished siap ada rice cooker, water heater dan segala bagai. Tapi as what i was told, harga ni akan meningkat ke harga yang akan ditetapkan nanti lah. Rasanya sekarang ni dah ramai yang prefer homestay daripada hotel,especially bila trip melibatkan family. iyalah, daripada sewa hotel 1 bilik double bed yang harga at least RM80 baik sewa satu rumah yang boleh memuatkan anak beranak mak ayah semua kan?

Kalau berminat boleh visit blog dia yang baru je terbina.memang sangat simple lah kan sebab semangat cari blog template belum datang hihi.

for more info, you can go to www.pu3homestay.blogspot.com

+/- 74

2011-03-22T14:11:00.003+08:00

+/- 74days towards my wedding.thank God the arragement was made in a manner that both sides dont have to rush that both of us have ample time to prepare everything. nasib baiklah both parents are understanding.

sebenarnya pertunangan kami dikat untuk jangka masa +/-setahun. we planned for the wedding to be held on April this year (we're engaged on 24/4) tetapi banyak benda perlu diatur.banyak pihak perlu dijaga hatinya :) other than iqbal's brother had just get merried last december (eh penat taw buat kenduri,so they have to..kind of recharge their energy) ,i'm now working in Melaka, so the preparation is quite hard to be made in that distance.everything is done slowly at our own pace & comfort.and by now everything is almost arranged for.

dalam busy membuat preparation there are times when i feel like this is a dream :)

i never thought that i would get married to him one day since we were seperated for 3 years until we met again in 2008. at that point of time, we already lead our own lives, never really care about each other and focusing on our own futures. tapi, qada' & qadar Tuhan tak siapa tahu kan?it's written. things changed in 2009. and i am a type of person who believes in second chance (but my brain would not recognize 'third chance') people make mistake and they deserve to repent and show other people what they have learnt from the pass.and i believe i also deserve a second chance for we were too young for making such whole-life-related decision 4 years ago. 2009 was where we put a new mark for a new start to each of us. until we manage to make it here :)

what i learnt was : learn to forgive.not just forgiving others but also ourselves.put away our ego as it might be the challenge that we're fighting without us realising it.give people a room to change as we might need it too someday. and

if you think it's LOVE,hold on to it :)

jade's wedding (26th feb 2011)

2011-02-27T22:33:00.004+08:00

yesterday was jade's wedding day (both solemnization & reception)

both of them are very cute with those wedding outfit ;)

oh my god there's no words to describe how happy am i

VERY HAPPY!

jade with her flowers

she looked very nice in that white wedding dress

kening dia dah jadi macam ziana zain

memang kalau kawin kening kena jadi ala-ala ziana zain eh?

kalau nak pilih macam Alexis Bledel bole?

camana kening Alexis Bledel? sila google :D

gambar atas ni memang ada macam cacar sikit.i mean color tone dia ada cacat sikit *bukan orang didalam gambar ya* tapi sekarang memang bukan masa gigih mengedit gambar makanya bersyukurlah dengan apa yang ada

oh sila lihat perbezaan bentuk fizikal iqbal dan shahrin

aduh dah macam ayah nak kawinkan anak tahu! -.-'

dan perbezaan fizikan saya dan jade? ok fine.faham.sekarang masa PALING sesuai untuk mulakan exercise gigih di waktu malam instead of makan dengan gigih di waktu malam. atau mungkin size baju cotton yang baru dibeli tu terlalu/sedikit besar dari size badan saya?

*kalau dah gemuk tu mengaku je boleh tak?nak salahkan baju pulak.terlalu positive lah kau saliza*

seperti biasa kesayangans ini semua memang akan datang kalau ada wedding kawan-kawan.

comelkan? hehe

best friend saya nak kawin dah ;D

2011-02-24T21:31:00.000+08:00

yipie!! setelah 3 hari struggle with kemalasan akhirnya berjaya membalut hadiah jade! happy. my best friend's wedding will be on this 26th February 2011. Sebenarnya i have to attend to 1 course this Saturday, namun hasil usaha gigih membuat panggilan ke Learning Centre dan juga admin bahagian Melaka akhirnya berjaya. bukan berjaya escape dari course tu tapi berjaya postpone to sunday -.-'' aduh kena jugak pergi course.sudahlah last week tak dapat spend weekend morning kat rumah sebab kena pergi kursus jugak.ishh kecewa hantuk kepala kedinding *memang suka exaggerate*

tiba-tiba terlalu excited dapat tahu best friend nak kawin.plus, kawin dengan boyfriend yang dia kenal since kami muda berhingus lagi kiki.that was like 4 or 5 years ago. Alhamdulillah berkekalan sampai bernikah *ranjau berduri tu tak payah mention la kan.every relationship mesti ada.orang selalu kata kalau dah jodoh takkan ke mana* mesti jadi satu gathering tak pasal-pasal nanti.tapi bagus jugak,kira food dah sponsored by jade,drink pun,serta dessert semua dah sponsored.cuma kena sediakan tenaga je ;D

first step done

2011-02-22T21:05:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah.Niat nak ke kursus sejak tahun lepas akhirnya terlaksana minggu lepas.bercinta betul nak habiskan kursus 2 hari tu. 2 hari rasa macam 2 tahun sebab pergi kursus setelah lama tak masuk kelas.plus takde geng so pastinya terangguk-angguk kengantukan seorang :D

tapi tuhan tu Maha Mengetahui kan?oleh kerana Dia tahu yang aku akan tidur sepanjang kelas kalau takde geng maka dengan sifat Maha Pemurahnya Dia berikan aku seorang teman :D HUDA!! school mate yang super dah lama tak jumpa tak pasal-pasal jumpa masa kursus kahwin haha apa lagi banyak tu nak hapdet.kira the first session tu boleh kira missed la sebab lebih busy berhapdetan dengan Huda. Huda akan nikah a week earlier than me so most probably aku dapat attend dia punya wedding and she wont be abe to make it to mine sebab belah lelaki sama date dengan tarikh nikah aku,.eh bakal husband Huda tu ada sikit-sikit muka Jihan Miskin kiki tapi tak sempat nak cakap kat dia sebab bila dah sampai rumah baru jumpa nama Jihan Miskin. penat aku fikir masa dalam kelas tapi tak ingat.

so basically i'm now a certified candidate.tapi ini baru first step.baaaaaaaaanyyyyyaaaakk lagi nak kena prepare.dengan kerja aku yang busy memanjang ni ntah sempat ke tak buat perparation.haih

mari buat assignment ;)

2011-02-10T23:01:00.000+08:00

pejam celik.pejam celik.sekarang dah bulan 2.pertengahan bulan 2.tinggal 2 minggu untuk menghabiskan bulan 2.2 minggu lagi nak masuk bulan 3 pulak.ades.

date line dah semakin dekat tapi assignment satu apa pun belum buat.erggh.rasanya dah sesuai sangat start buat sekarang.so sekarang sedang menggila bukak websites yang ada bahan rujukan.sekali bukak sampai 5 websites macam lah ada 5 pasang mata nak tengok sekali gus huhu.

kali ni nekad taknak buat kerja last minutes sebab assignment kalini melibatkan hidup dan mati miahah sangat kritikal.

baiklah nak teruskan cari referance.

babai.

ada sembilan tompok didinding

2011-02-03T14:42:00.000+08:00

selamat tahun baru cina! :D

mesti orang lain tengah bersuka-suki sebab cuti 4 hari kan? aku je tengah busy tengok dinding kat rumah ni sebab tak dapat balik BP kena stand by. lepas belek dinding ni,nak pergi belek lantai pulak T.T emaaaaakkkkk

takpe takpe

minggu depan aku pulak cuti 4 hari.kau pulak stand by ye Lim.miahahaha

so sekarang baik kau raya sakan. macam lah Lim baca blog ni.dia baca surat khabar cina je kot. [eh apasal mulut jadi sangat jahat pulak ni?diam!]

gulp

2011-01-22T10:07:00.000+08:00

mode : cuak

kehilangan one of the most precious things in your life adalah sangat mencuakkan T.T actually aku yakin serta confident dengan positivenya yang barang tu belum hilang, it's just that aku dah misplaced it somewhere on earth [haha on earth camana kau nak cari saliza oi]

sedang gigih mencari ni,tapi masih tak jumpa,it has been a few weeks jugak,masih tak jumpa, so sekarang meter cuak tu memang dah sampai yang paling atas.

confuse di buatnya.samaada nak beli yang baru supaya boleh berlakon yang benda tu takpernah hilang [tapi mahal tu weiii adeiii] atau nak take the fact yang benda tu dah hilang and live with it,tunggu sampai benda tu timbul dengan sendirinya -.-''

confuse & ketakutan.

maceh.

2011 has come!

2011-01-06T22:54:00.000+08:00

ohmygod, sudah new year! sudah 2011! (sudah 6 hari melepasi 2011 sebenarnya) *gulp*

terlalu bahagia

2010-11-29T12:12:00.000+08:00

hari ini saya cuti

wuhuuu cuti sangat best ok.mental ke cuti tak best? tapi sebenarnya dalam masa meng'embrace' keseronokan cuti hati ni gundah gulana memikirkan apa yang berlaku di office.harap-harap semuanya ok-ok fuh.

kelihatan sangat berdedikasi terhadap kerja macam ni kan? ;)

no no no.not again.

2010-11-14T23:04:00.000+08:00

huh! this weekend has been the worst weekend ever. and this promotion thingy have been the most unwelcomed ever. yes.it has been 6 months or more since the day i was transfered from muar to..here.effect from this, i cannot go back to my mother's in every weekend since i'll have to stand by for duty.bleeergghhhh! i've submitted the transfer form last september yet there is still no reply from the HR department and tell you what i'm looking for a new job! (kalau nak baca ni kena baca laju-laju baru dapat effect orang tengah marah.kalau tadi baca dengan kadar perlahan.please read again dengan kadar laju.baru boleh feel.hehe) to make thing worse (tadi dah worst.ini tambah lagi worse.so super duper worse) bila dah stand by macam ni.duduk kat rumah sewa termenung sensorang macam ni selama 2 hari,2 HARI termenung ok,maksudnya tu bukanlah betul-betul termenung selama 48jam secara berterusan,dulu belajar bahasa melayu tajuk perumpamaan kan?haa ini masa untuk apply the knowledge ;p ok get back.dah termenung selama 2 hari ni ingatkan ada la machine jam ke cash stuck ke apa dipanggil duty.but so bad.tak panggil duty pun.great.so there goes my weekend.life is too short to be wasted like this tahu tak?

ishhh geram betul.kerja makan gaji macam ni lah kan?kalau boleh buat business sendiri best jugak.business apa ya?

lonely tour de jusco

2010-11-14T12:03:00.000+08:00

sambung semangat blogging semalam haha boleh macam tu? food hunting alone malam semalam agak menarik sebab belum pernah food hunting di jusco selama di melaka ni (tak lama mana pun sebab baru 3 bulan) sebelum ni pergi ke jusco dengan perut kenyang so kononnya boleh burn some fats kalau jalan-jalan tanpa hala tuju di jusco ;) well, kenapa saya pilih jusco?sebab tersangat dekat dengan rumah takes less than 10mins to reach.pandai tak saya cari rumah?

banyak juga tempat makan yang first time saya jumpa. salah satu yang agak menarik is the Garden Recipe. kiut sangat restaurant ni.tapi menu dia kurang kiut menyebabkan saya cross Garden Recipe.

dan lagi satu yang menarik hati is this shop that seels cheese tart of various flavours.weee dah test dah memang sedap.rasa-rasanya ini cheese tart aniazizah yang saya makan hari tu. bestbest.lepas ni kalau tension dah dapat one spot yang mmpu membantu untuk merelease tension ;) sorry nama kedai dah lupa -.-''

pusing punya pusing last-last decided untuk makan di...

sebab teringat curry meenya yang nyummiee

sebelum makan plannya nak cari tempat makan.makan.dan balik.tapi bila dah kenyang.tenaga dah banyak rasa macam nak exercise pula.cehhh 'exercise' ok.bila dah round satu ground floor rasa tenaga banyak lagi ni,rugi kalau tak gunakan tenaga yang ada ni sebab kalau balik komfem online sekejap lepas tu terus matikan suis otak.ohh ok,boleh round first floor pulak.

bila dah sampai first floor ni ada dua kedai yang wajib saya masuk.kedai-kedai yang kalau saya sampai di jusco mesti rasa gatal nak masuk walaupun tak ada apa nak beli

1) POPULAR book store

memang dah tak ada apa nak beli sebenarnya,tapi disebabka dah masuk gatal jugak tangan ni,so beli a note book (70sen) & card holder (rm1.20) total = rm1.90 time spent = >30mins

haha

2) the LOVELY LACE

this is another cute store which sells cute english-style stuffs. all sorts of things lah, picture frames, clocks, kasut kanak-kanak, flowers, flower pots, signages, cactuses, key chains erggghhhh banyaakk dan kiuuuuutt.

berjalan punya jalan sampai 11.30 pm jugak huhu ok tenaga dah nak kering boleh balik rumah. masa on the way to exit jusco ternampak ini

whutt?? nampak tak?? GSC coming soon? memang before ni taka ada cinema dalam jusco.pandai betul diorang ni nak mengabiskan duit aku kan.

semangat yang tertangguh.

2010-11-13T19:19:00.000+08:00

aduh..dah la dah sangat lama tak update blog.time semangat nak update sampai time tu la perut berdondang sayang kebuluran.sambung blogging lepas makan lah macam ni.

mari ke jusco mencari makanan.tapi nak makan apa ya?

nasi ayam penyet? wah

atau tomyam? weeeeeeeeeee my favourite.tapi mana nak dapat tomyam sedap kat sini?

khuatir kalau-kalau menghampakan.time kebuluran ni kalau dapat satu dish yang sangat sedap macam gambar bawah ni.. waaaahh ^^

atau KFC? my favourite juga :) all time favourite.selalunya kalau rasa dah sangat give up tak tau nak makan apa,akan terus ke KFC,komfem tak frust

atau kenny rogers??? waaaahhh dah takleh tahan tengok gambar bawah ni..dah dah nak gi makan

huh?

2010-10-10T20:37:00.000+08:00

waaaaaaarrrrghhhhhhhhhh it's already october!

so much to think,so little time.

makanya

FOCUS! FOCUS!!

kembali bertugas

2010-09-20T21:54:00.000+08:00

setelah 11 hari cuti besok tibalah masanya untuk masuk ke office balik T.T eh syioknya cuti.mampu ke nak bangun awal besok ni?nak bangun awal tu tak ada masalah sebab memang selalunya bangun subuh 6.30..masalahnya is nak bangun terus menerus bangun.mandi dan terus ke melaka.sebab selalu lepas solat subuh settle mesti ambil kesempatan tidur semula -_-'' nak kena mintak emak buatkan bekal air coffee 1 termos.oh penggunaan tenaga emak bukan sebab diri sendiri malas nak buat coffee tapi coffee hasil tenaga emak lebih enak.ehehee.lepas tu nak minum pun sayang sebab emak buat kan.sampai ke tengahari tak habis sebab minum sikit-sikit je.kalau boleh nak simpan sampai seminggu.pastu next week mintak emak buat lagi ;D

sangat home sick walaupun umur dah tak layak di gelar remaja.

berbalik pada isu besok dah start kerja balik.passwords pun dah lupa ni haha.nasib baik ada note kalau harapkan ingatan yang semakin pudar akibat dimamah usia ni [usia jugak yang disalahkan.kesian usia.oh usia tidak berperasaan maka tak apalah hee] memang satu hari besok dok reset passwords je lah nampaknya.

actually 5 minit tadi baru teringat besok turn diri sendiri buat morning briefing.dan sekarang sudah 10.00pm so....JANGAN HARAP AKU NAK PREPARE.besok pagi-pagi buta jumpa boss,buat muka surprised 'eh boss,today's my turn...sorry i terlupa' rasa-rasanya apa boss cakap nanti ek? mari doa besok boss pulak tak masuk office.so senang nak cakap pada yang lain ;D

kesimpulan : jangan sampai boss tau address blogspot ni.sekian.

hello, world!!

2010-09-18T23:04:00.000+08:00

ya Allah lama betul tak update blog ni.

kalau ikan yang dijemur tengah panas pasti dah kering saat ni

atau mungkin dah mereput

mihahah

dah dapat broadband balik ;)

makanya selepas in boleh update blog bila terasa bosan [tengokkan aje lah]

mari melawat melaka.jom

2010-05-21T21:39:00.000+08:00

selamat malam (sebab saya menulis di saat malam,so selamat malam lah)

sekarang perjalanan kehidupan saya telah berubah secara total.ini kerana (cehh ayat nak macam dalam buku teks) saya telah dipindahkan dari branch muar ke branch kota melaka,dan ini berlaku akibat daripada salah seorang pekerja telah meletakkan jawatan di branch itu,dan pihak pengurusan telah memutuskan yang saya adalah orang yang paling layak untuk mengisi kekosongan itu (blerrrghh sebenarnya memang dah takde orang lain yang boleh ke sana,sebab semua branch dah meet the capacity planning kecuali muar) ok mari stop bercakap dalam keadaan skema semacam orang hafal kamus dewan.

-tarik nafas dan huh~~

so...sekarang saya telah di attached ke branch kota melaka,kesan daripada attachment ni adalah :

1) saya terpaksa bangun awal oh sangat lah awal (isu tido selalunya mendapat priority) contohnya bangun solat subuh dan tak boleh tido balik dah kalau tak confirm terlajak dan sampai lambat.kalau dulu terbangun pukul 8 pun masih bleh steady je pergi kerja.sekarang no oh noo...

2) sampai lewat kerumah SETIAP hari & tak mungkin dapat tengok cerita di tv3 pukul 6.30 tu lagi.nasib baik adamaya dah habis.

3) akan sentiasa juga terlepas menonton noktah erna jam 10.30! sebab dah tak larat lepas solat isyak PASTI akan tido atau pun tertido

4) mengalami sakit-sakit dibahagian kaki sebab terlalu tiap-tiap hari nak kena drive ulang alik muar-melaka-muar. bila badan dah letih,kaki pun sakit..incik iqbal akan jadi mangsa (kesian dia,saya simpati -_-'')

5) akan hanya dapat balik ke rumah emak pada hujung minggu (ni part paling merentap jiwa) kalau dulu boleh bertolak dari rumah emak pada pagi insin dan terus ke office........sekarang tidak lag! T_T ahad malam dah kena balik muar uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa omak!kakak sayang omak!!

ok dahla tu kot..macam budak baru masuk asrama je kan.banyak masalah.deal with it lah saliza.setelah seminggu ni saya telah agak berjaya mempositivekan minda.

walaupun saya terpaksa pergi ke satu tempat yang saya tak begitu suka,saya mesti bijak adapt dengan environment baru tu untuk menunjukkan saya memang seorang yang professional sebagaimana yang pernah saya katakan semasa temuduga (hah hamek ko dulu cakap bukan main)

lagipun orang kan selalu kata,jauh berjalan luas pandangan.ya,sekarang saya tau yang ada lebih kurang 8 traffic lights saya perlu tempuh kalau nak ke melaka.saya tak pernah tau pun sebelum ni.kan sesuatu yang elok tu kan?

=)

help me pray for the best

2010-04-20T22:19:00.000+08:00

ya Allah..sumpah lama gila tak menulis kat blog ni
nak kata tak menulis sebab broadband dah disuruh pulang pada maxis,tak jugak..sebab masa ada broadband tu pun jarang-jarang je tulis kat blog.maybe tenaga dah dihabiskan seharian di office so malam cam dah takde energy nak di consume untuk cipta sentences yang bagus [macam sentences before ni bagus je miahaha] or maybe it's just about time to focus on something else.what crap is this?i mean..my focus has been distructed by the facebook.that explains a lot kan?hehe

i actually wanted to delete this account in blogspot but eventually think that why dont i just save it for the future..perhaps there'll be times when this can be a good teraphy to me.yep,i used to write in here as a medium to let out my feelings especially when i was in school lagipun bukanny kena bayar fee pun so,no harm apa kalau i keep this kan?humm

ok now,let's tak about focus.sekarang focus aku hanya tertumpu untuk this coming saturday.walaupun everyday sumpah busy gila kat office,sebenarnya dalam hati & otak dah tak sabar nak tunggu hari rabu sebab khamis & jumaat dah amik cuti utk occasion di hari sabtu.yep, i'm going to end it very soon.if you were to ask me whether i am sure of what i'm doing,i would say YES,i am sure.in fact, i already got a few people asking me the same question from the day i made the decision until now.i dont deny that the question will make one hesitate and think twice..ye la..macam nak beli baju jugak,bila kita dah decide nak beli this one good dress to our eyes,walaupun kita tengok baju tu dah super gojes but once there's someone asking question like 'are you sure you gonna buy this?' mesti dengan secara sepontan or tak langsung mulut macam nak tertanya balik 'what do you think?rasa ok tak baju ni?' padahal before tu dah yakin betul.yaa it's like that.the thing is we always welcome a second opinion but it's just how you judge things and the decision is always at your hand.and how to judge?it'll depends on you observation.

ok lah since it's not yet saturday,i think it's improper to talk too much about it.
let's wait until it's all over..

goodday,friends =)

hari ke 27 bulan januari 2010

2010-01-26T23:33:00.000+08:00

i'm now in my room at our learning centre.yes i'm attending a 2-day course which will end tomorrow.bosan sebab roomate entah pergi kemana tak tau.kalau outstation sure tengah berjimba dengan member la ni macam aku mula-mula dulu.di maafkan -_-'

actually entry ni tak bertujuan apa-apa selain menghilangkan bosan duduk dalam bilik ni sorang-sorang.so disini aku akan ceritakan perjalanan hidup untuk tarikh 26hb januari 2010.tang bangun pagi sume tu tak payahla dicerita kan?so...semalam keje half-day,dalam 1.30pm aku dah melarikan diri dari office,berlari-lari anak ke rumah dalam keadaan kebuluran penuh penyesalan akibat tak breakfast,dalam otak dah terbayang prosperity burger yang belum aku test lagi,memang a very good time untuk test satu,makanya terus menerus ke mcD untuk dapatkan satu.rasanya tak perlulah aku explain macamana nikmatnya prosperity burger tu apabila dimakan dalam keadaan kebuluran -_-' sebab dalam saat-saat camni biskut kering pun boleh jadi sedap.inikan pulak burger.fikirlah. -_,- [nak buat muka air luir meleleh]

selesai sesi memenuhkan perut,tak sempat nak bersandar kat kerusi sambil berangan terus balik pack barang,tukar baju,terus head up to bangi sebab takut terlambat sampai ke rumah pearuz [ya,check point pertama adalah dirumah pearuz]

dalam pukul 5.30pm dah sampai tol bangi.tunggu pearuz bersama belaan barunya,si panda.lama jugak.daripada duduk dalam kereta sampai keluar,siap kira berapa banyak kereta dah park and go dari tempat tu.tapi among all yang aku paling ingat adalah 2 orang abang [ceh sebab bawak superbike panggil abang la] bawak superbike superhot tapi aku buat-buat dek sambil cuba menjeling kearah superbikes.uhhh hot.sebab bosan so snap sekali ditepi curam,dibawah pohonan redup blablabla.ini hasil dari fon camera.

few minutes tak tahan duduk dibawah pohonan yang mula-mula nya redup semakin menjadi panas,masuk balik dalam kereta & tunggu sampai pearuz datang bersama belaan barunya.so seperti biasa terus head to her bro's house,drop beli nasi kukus supersedap dulu baru sampai rumah and apa lagi..sesi curhat la..membebel-bebel sampai ke malam pukul 9.ikutkan hati taknak stop lagi masatu,tapi disebabkan aku kena check in before 10 terpaksalah ringankan punggung.

ok this is when pearuz came up with the presents.actually aku dah nampak box tu masa pakai tudung kat bilik dia.tapi sekadar cakap eh ada box ada reben.itu je.tak sangka pulak nak bagi aku presents hehe orang kata dah rezeki kan.jangan la ditolak.

actually one of the presents tu adalah bag yang aku pernah nampak and aku rasa kiut,so aku mintak tolong pearuz untuk belikan satu & post it over to muar.but by the time i asked her to send it over,she said the bag was bitten by the cocroaches -_-' and torn apart.what a sad story i wonder.bila aku kata nak pergi alamanda beli lagi satu,dia kata kedai tu dah closed and tak jual bag dah.ahhaha.bijak jugak kawan aku ni buat surprise kan?

so this is the bag.it's just a small bag that has 2 sides,u can turn the outside in or the inside out.i think it's cute =D thanks pear!

oh yep,you notice i said presentS? there's actually 2 of them.my bag and the other one is a novel.haha sangat funny cerita tentang novel ni [bukan cerita novel ni yang funny,tapi cerita di sebalik reason pearuz membeli novel ni]

the love boat

tak payah la aku cerita kenapa aku kata funny but pearuz,i'll read it for you =)

-memikirkan sesuatu yang dramatik,tapi gagal-

2010-01-16T21:47:00.000+08:00

wah seems like this is my first entry for 2010.kalau nak buat entry untuk new year pun dah rasa macam tertinggal feri.inilah akibatnya bila terlalu asyik baca blog orang lain...blog sendiri bersawang haha dan tak ada new year entry.tak apalah.harap-harap umur masih panjang supaya boleh buat blog entry untuk tahun depan =)

harini terfikir untuk beblogging sebab ada sesuatu berkari-lari didalam otak mintak direlease.something berkisar isu kehidupan tapi tidak melibatkan isu mengenai schedule baru asb yang yang superb affordable & so worth it [ok2 this isnt a marketing dan tak termasuk dalam marketing strategy tahun ni] well lets get thing straight.apa yang ada dalam otak aku yang kecik tapi luas ni? where to start?

baiklah..isu ni mula bermain dalam otak aku since one of my not-really-close friend membuka cerita tentang sebab musabab dia berpisah dengan boyfriend dia,which is also my friend. sebenarnya aku lebih rapat dengan boyfriend [maksud aku ex-boyfriend] dia and aku kenal this girl disebabkan exboyfriend dia.macam mana nak simple kan ayat ni? aku kenal pempuan ni sebab exboyfriend dia tu kawan aku.haa.senang.

reasonnya adalah macam biasa dan selalu kita dengar sekarang ni..scandal.scandal ni dah jadi macam virus.kalau sorang kawan dah ada scandal,yang lain pun menggigil la nak kena ada scandal jugak supaya boleh join sembang bila member-member mula discuss topic spare tyre masa minum petang.tak puas dah ada sorang girlfriend baik.dah tu bila dah terkantoi mula lah buat muka sedih & menyesal seperti akan taubat nasuha tapi hellow kawan-kawan kalau setakat cakap dimulut tu sila jangan percaya.bukan bermaksud buat silap sekali terus tak boleh dimaaf, maksud aku, boleh la maafkan tapi jangan la percaya 100% apa yang dia cakap berdasarkan muka penuh penyesalan dia tu.tapi kan..sebenarnya ini dah kali ke 2 aku dengar boyfriend curang,ada scandal lain,kantoi,mintak maaf menyesal macam akan taubat nasuha,dimaafkan,mulakan lembaran [ececeh 'lembaran' takleh blah] baru dengan pasangan TAPI at last terkantoi yang sebenarnya masih ada hubungan dengan perempuan yang dia pernah berscandal dulu.haih.aku memang tak faham this part.tak letih ke korang hidup macam ni? dah tu kalau scandal sebulan dua kira adjustable jugak la..ini tidak..sampai setahun dua! wallaweyy korang memang very good in management.kalau amek subject management masa kat uni confirm A+. oh atau mungkin kelebihan kemahiran dalam mangement sudah mula dipraktik?

mungkin manusia semakin kurang or langsung tidak bersyukur.mula-mula memang sayang tapi bila nampak yang mantap sket,manja sket,dah mula gelabah.sepatutnya tak payah lah menipu,cakap straight to the face la 'i nampak sorang awek yang lagi mantap dari u,i rasa i suka dia so kita clash aje' paling teruk pun dapat penampar sekali pastu dah la u with ur life & me with mine. tell u what,this is gonna be easier to be taken by the other side compare to ditipu.

moralenya let us be grateful with what we have and let's not lie to our partner.just let's appreciate heart & dont break any.

p/s : yucks sungguhlah korang ni.

entri untuk seorang kawan.hummm~random sungguh

2009-12-18T22:09:00.000+08:00

aku ada seorang kawan

kawan yang dah aku janji akan berkawan kemati

but for some reasons,we haven't been talking for quite a while

dan aku pun tak berani to start a conversation

takut-takut kalau mungkin akan mengundang sakit

betul aku rindu dia

mau sekali aku bertanya khabar

tapi risau

dear friend, i wanted to say sorry long ago

but i was afraid things'll get worse.

i am sorry.

p/s : aku tak pernah ada sailormoon sticker.itu hanya contoh.

2009-11-25T16:09:00.000+08:00

itu adalah cupcakes hasil creativity zack =D rasa beruntung ada kawan yang ada business cupcakes. actually it was celebrated 3 days late but was ok since it's better late than never kan? birthday kali ni agak special.bukan dari aspek hadiah-hadiah yang dikumpul.tapi lebih kepada aspek2 emosi.camne tu?mungkin aku je yang faham ayat ni.

actually aku bukanlah someone yang mewajibkan birthday aku disambut gilang gemilang penuh surprises since dari kecik pun tak pernah mak aku bagi surprise masa birthday.mak selalu bagi hadiah & cake je.kalau takde present pun cukup la setakat ingat and wish.i'll feel blessed. tapi benda yang aku wajib buat setiap kali birthday is the wish.maksudnya..aku selalu wish that this year will bring me this & that..or aku harap this year i'll be able to do or achieve this or that.memang setiap kali birthday aku akan tell myself that i need to get this or that.some sort like a new year resolution la.and biasanya bila datang new year,my new year resolution akan lebih kurang dengan my birthday wishes.that's why bila ditanya 'what type of person are you?' akan jawab 'objective kind of person' i'm so objective-oriented but of course i wont simply tell everyone what are my objectives this year or then.itu biarlah between me & myself.

so sekarang tinggal lebih kurang sebulan je lagi to the end of 2009.a year will pass.a time to recall & revise things.apa yang dah dicapai,apa yang belum dicapai,apa yang dirancang untuk dicapai. i think life really needs all these.tak semestinya impian yang besar-besar like owning a BMW or what.yang kecik dan simple like re-owning a sailormoon sticker yang dah hilang masa darjah 5 dulu pun ok ape.kira berobjective jugak la hidup tu kan? and i belive whether we realize it or not,each of us is actually doing the same thing,the matter that differ is how serious you take them.atau kamu hidup tanpa apa-apa untuk dicapai.atau mungkin kamu hanya seorang setter but nor an achiever?and this is another waste.mari fikir.

why do i have to hate my life?

2009-11-12T22:50:00.000+08:00

i have a job to do.i have coins to buy meals.i have a place for shelter. i have my mother to share my good or bad. i have best friends to gossip.

now why do i have to hate my life?

hanya kerana aku dipaksa pergi course secara mengejut next week perlukah aku membenci hidup?

waaahahaha

another good day

2009-11-04T23:19:00.000+08:00

ok harini terasa nak bercerita pasal unity games i attended last weekend.in fact, i reperesented my region for table tennis.nizam,zaki and me.we actually didnt know how's the arrangement of the game like ada single ke double ke or mix double.since management suruh one region to provide 3 palyers [2 men & a woman] so dengan poyo tak ingatnya kitorang expect akan ada single & double for men and single game for woman.aku pun cam relax je la sebab perempuan main mesti tak rough macam guys.

tiba je kat senai [mercure hotel] the first thing aku cari secara terdesak was the game schedule & the arrangement for table tennis.sebab tu la orang selalu kata expect the unexpected kalau tak mungkin anda akan ternganga tak percaya dengan apa yang berlaku.macam saye.ngehehe.arrangement was 2 singles for men & mix double.which means i had to play with guys.lalalalalaaa~~matilaaa~ tapi as nizam is a good coach [dia sangat hebat okeh.sume game dia menang.gilak!tapi depan dia takdela express keterujaan aku secara terang-terangan.dalam hati je.sebab nanti dia jadi poyo gila tak bole blah] he was able turn me cool.

so the game went well.evrything went good and in a peaceful manner sebab the purpose was to unite all staff.ececeh dah tak dapat first place keluarla statement yang konon bermotivasi.cuba dapat first place,confirm blog entry kalini tak jadi camni.ok back to track.we won third place [or lose.whatevvaah] but our futsal team won first place.ok la tu.rasa jugak tempias kemenangan tu =) haha ok i know.tak malu.

the event went for one full day.starting from 8am till 11pm.i managed to escape myself from about 3 to 7pm hehe asked RAINBOW to fetched & sent me to iena's house for bath and went out with them for a meal.ate that new pizza with prawns on it [ntahapanamantah] wasnt so good =p haha sorry pizza hut.stucked in a jam while on my way back to the hotel but that was ok.since i was able to spent more time with RAINBOW.ihik.oh gedik gila.sila erase that line.

back to track again.malam was the prize-giving time with some performances.my region made a wallaaahh performance but still didnt win ahahahahkks.not funny.food that night was not good for my throat.sedap lagi nenek punya ayam masak kari.ngehehe.

overall, it was a nice event.kalau next year ada lagi,nak join lagi.that time nak masuk telematch..tarik tali hahahah patu kalau masuk table tennis,nak smash balik mamat-mamat yag smash aku the other day.hah! ada setahun nak train ni.

yippie

2009-10-26T23:43:00.000+08:00

huhu and i managed to get myself a game to be played on unity games!
that's TABLE TENNIS oh whatsoever
honestly this is the first time i ever play table tennis
thank God that i played tennis before that there's no much different just that we need to hit the ball on the table and haha done =)

really thank God this is much better than cheer leading yang ntahpapentah tu
had my first training session with the guys,nizam selaku coach super terror [sebab takde staff wanita -haha WANITA tak leh blah- yang can play table tennis] and i was ok poyo macam tau je dulu and that worked! haha

ok la tu.the objective is to go jalan-jalan je sebenarnye.win or lose is another thing la
the dinner's theme that night'll be 'FLORAL' haila nak kena cari dress pulok..malasnye

netball oh netball

2009-10-14T19:06:00.000+08:00

the story is..tempat aku kije ni nak buat some sort like a sports day for the staff called the RHB unity games.banyakla games yang disenaraikan.pulak tu buat kat desaru alahmak lama gila tak gi beach.ni mesti join nih.i was really excited since i am really into sports and it has been ages since the last time i entered into sports match.belek punya belek, futsal is only for guys, volleyball tak reti main, galah panjang cam tak yakin nak main sebab dulu masa dajah 4 salu main and position aku adalah spoiler, carrom,dart, pun tak reti main, cooking,menganyam ketupat,teh tarik lagila hampeh, senang cite semua game cam tak berkenan dihati and tak berkeyakinan nak masuk kecuali...netball.rasa cam boleh je ni so i decided to join the netball team.bila captain tanya ada experience main netball ke tak, dengan semangat kata 'ada' [masa PJK kat skola dulu.kira ok la tu] semangat gila.pegi selection ngan kak yam.sanggup tu drive all the way to melaka just for training.tebalkan muka,suruh captain apply balik awal dari director semata-mata nak pergi netball training kalau tak boss memang tak let go.semangat gila okeh.tangan cramp kaki pun cramp.nak tidur sume sakit-sakit.

tak pasal-pasal

netball game diBATALKAN! ada ke patut? sampai sekarang bengang tak habis.setelah apa yang aku korbankan sanggup management decide sesenanghati begitu.mengabaikan peraaan aku dan kak yam [dan yang lain-lain juga].haih.sedang menjajar-jajar cari game supaya boleh join unity games.adeh la.semua macam tak ngam.yang tinggal cuma....cheer leading.hishhhh.tak challenging langsung.

'the most epic romance since titanic'

2009-10-06T22:46:00.000+08:00

ok terasa diri sangat kelakar.
bila dapat twilight's dvd & novel dari awien haritu punyalah semangat cakap pada diri sendiri nak habiskan novel dulu baru tengok the movie.
tapi semalam saya tewas.

dah tengok dah dvd tu sebelum finish reading the novel! hampeh
patu sekarang rasa cam ok dah tau citer takyah la baca lagi haha

kalau awien tau sure hampa gila ni

papepun robert pattinson memang schweeeet gila sampai buat aku jatuh cinta buat kali kedua [dah lama hidup ke saliza? statement cari maut ni] especially bila dia senyum dah tu buat muka konon-konon siyez [are you sure to publish this saliza?] holy heaven kiut gila.& kristen stewart adalah sangat gojes dan cool.haih.best best.nak tengok lagi.

goodnight!

i forgot!

2009-10-04T20:11:00.000+08:00

ok now, this is what i got [i mean, borrowed] from awien.i know.LATE.yeah after some times i just forgot of the twilight.but now awien is back and she's the one who reminded me about it =) there are 4 altogether but for the moment i'll try to finish the first part.mari kita lihat how long'll it take to finish this sebab balik keje dah letih, plan dengan tini bukan main banyak lepas puasa ni, pergi aerobic la gym la mana ntah nak selitkan novel ni.

cerita pasal aerobic & gym yang tini & i will be going to ni actually a bit funny. i'm trying to lose weight but tini [oh lupa nak introduce,she's my housemate] is trying to gain as much weight as possible. or in other words, tini is trying to be me & i'm trying to be like her figure.funny right?how people are so not-easily-satisfied [or should i say,ungrateful?] of what they have.since the motive sounded too ungrateful, i decided to change it as to have a healthy life style =p & to keep fit huhu.

enuff for now.tata.

it's october!!

2009-10-03T15:51:00.001+08:00

oh it's already 3rd October.it has been 10months.the 10 months i wondered. i remember asking mysef what'll happen to me, where'll i be, what i'll be doing in 10month's time earlier this year. so here i am, working in muar, not too alone & not too lonely now compared to few months before, loads of things happen to my friends too. awien's finished her masters, zack's business is expanding, poda's engaged, haniza's pregnant [it's so cute that she calls her baby little thumbelina =) ], iena's working in JB for a much better job, baby & sue have finished their studies too, siha's engaged too..oh Gosh everybody's moving few steps ahead.oh yep some of them broke up with their boy/girlfriends..emm we make mistakes, it's al right.leave those rubbish behind and be happy!! another 2 months to go to end 2009. cant wait for a new year. hope these 2 months'll be all fine.

g o o d d a y everyone!!

satu tangan didalam saku

2009-08-26T21:46:00.000+08:00

I'm broke but I'm happy
I'm poor but I'm kind
I'm short but I'm healthy, yeah
I'm high but I'm grounded
I'm sane but I'm overwhelmed
I'm lost but I'm hopeful, baby

What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be fine, fine, fine
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving a high five

I feel drunk but I'm sober
I'm young and I'm underpaid
I'm tired but I'm working yeah
I care but I'm restless
I'm here but I'm really gone
I'm wrong and I'm sorry baby

what it all comes down to
is that everything's gonna be quite alright
I've got one hand in my pocket
The other is flicking a cigarette

What it all comes down to
Is that I haven't got it all figured out just yet
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving a peace sign

I'm free but I'm focused
I'm green but I'm wise
I'm hard but I'm friendly baby
I'm sad but I'm laughing
I'm brave but I'm chicken shit
I'm sick but I'm pretty baby

what it all boils down to
is that no one's really got it figured out just yet
I've got one hand in my pocket
and the other one is playing the piano

what it all comes down to my friends
is that everything's just fine fine fine
I've got one hand in my pocket
and the other one is hailing a taxi cab...

salam Ramadhan

2009-08-26T20:11:00.000+08:00

selamat berpuasa pada semua =) .ye.saya mengaku belum pernah menunaikan solat tarawikh lagi setakat ni [untuk tahun ni okay] huhu.the day will come.soon.i hope.

okay.entry kali ni entry saje-saje membebel macam selalu.and kalini teringin nak bercakap pasal buka puasa =) actually sejujurnya pengakuan dibuat yang puasa kali ni tak semeriah sebelum-sebelum ni.kalau time belajar dulu bila sampai puasa je mesti excited.excited nak plan nak buka apa huhu [bercanggah sungguh dengan ajaran.tapi mengakulah sememangnya bila puasa,time buka adalah yang dinanti-nantikan] kalau time balajar dulu kat campus wajib ada bazaar yang kami panggil 'bazir' Ramadhan dimana kami akan beli makanan untuk berbuka macam takde hari esok.benda wajib yang aku akan beli tiap-tiap hari is air asam boi kaww.aku sangat dissapointed this year sebab susah sangat nak dapat air asam boi sedap camtu.nak gi bazaar kat segamat semata-mata kerana air asam boi adalah keterlaluan.semalam aku teringat yang dulu kami [housemates n me] selalu jugak beli nasik kerabu [aku panggil 'nasi semak' sebab aku rasaa semak gila nasik tu nak sumbat macam-macam] jadi semalam aku cubalah beli di bazaar depan jubli intan muar nih.hasilnya...hampeh.sekali lagi kecewa.the day before aku beli soto.emm hampeh jugak.tapi hampeh-hampeh pun habis jugak hihi.okay-okay.dah habis membebel pasal makanan kat bazaar.tak perlu mengeluh lagi sebab ada orang yang langsung tak dapat makan.kesimpulan sebenarnya aku rindukan student life dulu.rindu kawan-kawan yang sewel tapi kiut-kiut serta supportive.wei korang..aku rindu korang -_-''

entry paling blurrr

2009-08-16T23:26:00.000+08:00

why is it so hard to move on when

heart is aching?

it's fake.

2009-08-15T11:04:00.000+08:00

H1N1

2009-08-12T21:37:00.000+08:00

the title tells everything.

it's actually kinda late for me to update about this.i really wanted to somehow earlier but couldn't find the time.one of my ex-course mate,ecah @ aisyah passed away last week because of the influenza A.everyone is talking about it.in fact dah sangat ramai pass away because of the decease. apa yang buat aku pelik is that masih ada lagi manusia yang boleh mempermainkan virus ni. contohnya 'ala manalah virus tu boleh terbang jauh-jauh' masa aku dengar tu siyezly i felt like replying 'kesian la ko ni.mesti tak pernah baca newspaper,takpun, takde email that ko tak pernah baca apa-apa pasal virus H1N1 tu'

kat office dah start pakai mask everyday , for caution.prevention is much better than cure kan.yep.i agree that it was kinda dramatic.customer datang on wednesday eveyone dalam bank dah pakai mask.so diorang are actually having a shock, i guess. on the first day tu memang masa untuk mengenalkan mask kepada customer.selain daripada mempromote our product as bankers, pada masa sama jadi doctor tak bertauliah jugak educate customer to take care of their bloody own health and wear the mask. aku ingat lagi ada sorang customer datang and nampak kami wear the mask pastu sound 'hey,i think u guys look FUNNY wearing those mask' oh.my.god. duhh~ now i think her statement looks funny.but this one is still acceptable. ada lagi sorang lagi teruk.sampai kat counter siap boleh gelak-gelak and cakap 'wallaweyy,apa pasal u orang pakai mask ini macam?haiya.tak payah la.takkan kena itu H1N1.bukak saje la' -i better be silent on this one or else u wont like what u're going to read- huh~

ok la.whatever it is, we're responsible to our own health kan?there's so much information on the virus you can google around.in fact mungkin dah sangat banyak email yang kita terima regarding the virus and means to prevent them from getting into our systems.what i can conclude is selalu-selalu lah cuci tangan or kalau malas nak cuci tangan selalu guna je hand sanitizer.pastu guna aerosol to kill germs in the air.

the latest news i received yesterday was from pearuz that her brother's infected with H1N1. currently quarantined at the house.i really pray that soon everything will be okay.

somebody's stalking~

2009-08-02T11:18:00.000+08:00

gosh, siyezly it was scary.it eventually came to my knowledge last week when this strange guy actually called me through the office's general line. he went so normal at the first place asking on my hard-to-be-heard voice.yep.dah seminggu demam [negative h1n1 no need to worry].so mula-mula tu tak suspect apa-apa lah since we're advised to expect good things fron customers.detik mencemaskan tiba bila aku tanya dia nak bercakap dengan sapa and dia cakap 'i nak cakap ngan u lah' and i thought that was strange sebab tak ramai lagi yang kenal aku kat new office tu.eventhough dah rasa cam ada yang tak kena, still maintain macho =) and tanya 'oh,ok.what can i do for you?' and jawapan dia buat mata aku jadi bulat and jaws dropped! 'takdelah, saya saja nak tanya....penat tak jalan kaki pergi keje? jauh tu..lalu post office, pejabat kesihatan & tm' cara dia cakap siyezly buat aku rasa nak nyorok dalam drawer. sebab dah tercengang kepelikan aku pun jadi senyap and at last i went with 'takpelah i busy.bye'

haha.okeh.SCARY. aku rasa macam baru lepas dapat call dari perogol bersiri.and aku sangat takut.

menambah lagi ketakutan tu bila sume housemate aku dah balik kampung.and malam tu aku kene tidur kat rumah tu sorang-sorang.dalam pukul 8 lebih when i was watching the news, ada orang lelaki bagi salam dari luar rumah, sekali lagi mata aku jadi bulat.sampai sekarang aku tak tau sape.dia bagi salam a few times jugak tapi aku tak jawab [ye aku jawab dalam hati je] finally aku dengar dia bercakap dengan budak rumah sebelah. tapi aku sangat yakin dia bagi salam betul-betu depan gate rumah aku. so sampai sekarang misteri masih lagi misteri yang belum terjawab.siapa mamat yang call kat office and siapa yang beri salam? waaa aku dalam ketakutan.dan dilema.

1) semua orang kat office suruh aku buat police report tapi aku rasa macam mengade-ngade pulak, baru dapat prank call [betul ke prank??] camtu dah nak buat police report.

2) patu sume orang tak bagi aku jalan kaki pergi keje.tapi kalau nak suruh aku drive gi keje agak keterlaluan jugak sebab rumah aku sangat dekat ngan office.dah tu, parking kene bayar pulak.haih.

kawan-kawan tolonglah doakan keselamatan aku.hukhuk.

terima kasih kepada kaki

2009-07-12T21:28:00.000+08:00

kaki aku bengkak few days before
i was walking back home when it made me thinking

perhaps i've been walking too fast
ignoring things around me and those coming my way
i've been walking straight
for the fact that i myself is not certain where am i heading to
perhaps i've been ignorant
to myself & others

now i am walking slowly
thinking what i've missed
what i should be doing
and what i wanna be doing in life
i just don't wanna waste time as life is too short to be wasted
too short to be sad

i need to think deep

and focus a bit more.go girl!!

the answer to the 'why'

2009-07-04T22:53:00.000+08:00

ye aku stress

sebab takde internet connection at the new place

internet kat office is limited to business' links

kalau boleh pun surf ke luar mana pulak nak curi masa surfing tu

nak go find wifi malam-malam adalah sangat malas

makanya

sedang memikirkan penggunaan broadband tapi kondisi poket tak mengizinkan

haih

dialog yang buat aku terdiam dan berfikir

2009-07-04T13:44:00.000+08:00

iqbal : i dengan sudin.dia nak g JB patu nak g terengganu pulak.
saliza : pergi terengganu buat apa? [seperti biasa saye memang keypo]
iqbal : nak g candat [or menangkap] sotong
saliza : lepas candat sotong, sotong tu nak buat apa?
iqbal : laaaa makan la.u cakap ngan sudin
sudin : ye saliza.saya nak ke terengganu menyandat sotong
saliza : patu?nak buat apa dengan sotong tu?
sudin : makan la
saliza : no.i don't get it.awak pergi all the way to terengganu untuk tangkap sotong untuk dimakan??
sudin : ye la
saliza : kan lebih senang kalau beli je kat pasar.patu masak and makan la
sudin : saliza, kita hidup sekali je, saye saje je nak pengalaman menyadat sotong.awak pernah candat sotong?banyak lagi yang kita tak pernah buat kan?

*aku terus speechless*

sebab aku terfikir apa yang dia cakap tu memang betul
umur aku 24 tapi banyak lagi yang aku tak pernah cuba buat [abaikan benda2 negatif]
kadang-kadang our simplicity has caused us to miss some great times in life.

aku harus lebih menghargai masa!
and enjoy every moment!
even the moment of being backstabbed.tak semua orang dapat rasa the feeling of being backstabbed.so instead of marah-marah why i dont just being greatful for experiencing it first-hand.

one down baby

2009-06-29T17:00:00.000+08:00

27th June 2009.was one of my bestfrens', siha engagement day.

tapi saya bukan tupai

2009-06-21T23:05:00.000+08:00

sepandai-pandai tupai melompat

akhirnya jatuh ke tanah juga

peribahasa diatas adalah sangat sesuai ditujukan pada diri sendiri disaat ini haha

bengang ah

the new office

2009-06-19T22:57:00.000+08:00

it has been a week plus in the new office

am staying at my aunt's place for the moment and looking for room to be rented and yeppie i found one!so very near to the office i can even walk to office.save the petrol and the parking fees =D huhu. travelling alone is deadly boring [tapi kalau dapat drive kete yang boleh gerak laju contohnya macam nissan latio..sure ok je] so really hope i can move into the house within next week.

so.new job is challenging in its own way.and yes friends, i no longer do accounting or auditing work [at least not for now] it's a new thing i'm getting myself into with no regrets. collegues have been so helpful but yep not everyone'll like you so just deal with it.and as for me.if you think you don't like me just buzz off then yes i have this one collegue who doesnt seem to like me.i dont understand why but she will always put that weird face whenever i try to project some ideas.sampai tahap rasa nak lempang je baru puas hati.i was depressed thinking being disliked for the reason that i wasnt quite clear of.but i came to comprehend that it'll be a waste of time putting so much effort to fix that so at the end i decided to just let it be.harap2 soon she'll be ok [mungkin dia jeles.i have so much to think sorry i have to minus you full stop]

nothing much about the picture.just my space in the office.since i have direct contact with customers, one of the challenges i gotta deal with is not to make your sleepy face obvious.and OMG that's so challenging =_=

p/s : terlupa janji poco-poco dengan zack.sorie zack =D

i wish i can fly like the unwanted bee

2009-06-19T22:30:00.001+08:00

now i'm so so so into this song by zee avi.feel like singing it alone out loud when the world is turning its back on me.

*******

honey bee by zee avi

i am a honey bee
shunned off from the colony
and the won't let me in
so i left the hive
they took away all my stripes
and broke off both my wings

so i'll find another tree
and make the wind my friend
i'll just sing with the birds
they'll tell me the secrets of the world
but my other honey bee
stuck where he doesnt wanna be
but my darling honey bee
i'll come to save you
even if it means i'll have to face the queen

so i come prepared
my friends say
they would help me get my loved one back
they say it isnt right
to be self-control of your mind
but i choose not to believe that

so we'll meet in the darkness of the night
and i promise i will be there on time
we'll be guided by my new friends, the butterflies
back to our own little hive

oh my other honey bee
no longer stuck where he doesnt wanna be

oh my darling honey bee
i have saved you and
now that you're with me
we can make our own honey

*******

let the broken glass be

2009-06-06T10:36:00.000+08:00

what would happen if we get back together?

they say broken bones bind stronger

could we be stronger?

we'll probably fight and hurt each other again

then get sick of it and go our separate ways

forgetting how much we missed each other

forgetting how much we regreted it

impian kurus

2009-05-31T21:52:00.000+08:00

ok.i know.benda ni dah beratus juta kali didengar sahabat handai.
sejak diploma sampaila ke degree and sampaila sekarang ni dah keje pun still hanya dimulut.the fact is nothing is done to make it happen.

kali ni betul-betul nak direalisasikan.
berita saja digembar-gemburkan diblog supaya orang tau.
dan bila orang tau.mereka-mereka akan bertanya.
dan bila mereka-mereka bertanya the pressure akan meningkat dan mudah-mudahan pressure ini boleh bertukar mejadi motivasi.haha.

i think i'd gain a lot.start masa aku diform 4.masih ingat lagi weight was only 43 when i was 15.masuk hostel masa form 4 for 1 year.terasa bahagia bersama kawan-kawan.weight naik omost to 57!that was fat! luckily i was selected for our school's tennis representative until the district level.tambah pulak terpaksa keluar hostel sebab result pekse merundum akibat kebahagiaan bersama teman-teman.i wasn't given any option but to get myself & stuff out of the hostel.masatu i lost quite a few kilos jugak.masuk uni.jumpa kawan-kawan yang sangat happening.hidup menjadi sangat-sangat teramat bahagia.so gumuk balik =_= and boleh dikatakan sampai sekarang i can't make it any lesser than 52kg.sekejap naik.sekajap turun.and now naik lagi.dengan adanya secret recipe,sushi king,pizza etc. tak tergamak rasanya nak mendera tekak dan menjadi kedekut kepada perut.

and now i think i've had enuff of them.

the thing is i feel unhealthy with these fats around.kalau dulu boleh jugak ajak ina or jade or dolla or pearuz *kadang-kadang sampai tahap paksa* teman pergi jogging kat campus.but now.asik pergi balik keje.sundays for leisure.tak sempat nak exercise.dan harini setelah difikir-fikirkan.alangkah bestnye kalau boleh dapat size dengan mudah masa shopping nanti *dah janji ngan sahabat handai nak shopping gile sakan at the YES*

so

SAYE MAU KURUS!aneroxic pun takpe

kalau ada siapa-siapa ada resepi berkesan untuk mudah to lose weight ataupun any kind of supplement food yang elok please do me a favour.

aku marah.aku nak tikam kau.

2009-05-29T22:34:00.000+08:00

ye harini hari penuh kemarahan.baru je semalam penuh kebahagiaan.it was my graduation day.kebahagiaan berjumpa teman-teman bermain guli *ececeh ade plak main guli kat campus tu.saje nak sedapkan citer ni* susah nak dilafazkan.especially after few months of separation.emm rasanya nak jugak buat 1 entry untuk convocation.banyak jugak funny things happened.natilah tunggu ada masa.

ok.back to the story.tapi kisah kemarahan hari ini ada kaitannya dengan kebahagiaan hari semalam.emm camne tu?nampaknya aku dah buat citer ni jadi complex.

semalam aku received a call from this one company that i've been waiting for quite sometimes.i couldn't tell whether it'll come with good news or bad at the first place but hearing the voice alone has made me feel happy.and yeah,as prayed,Pn Basyariah,a HR's head from that particular company called giving me a good news.

''saliza,congratulation.u're now officially accepted to join the company''

hehehe masetu perasaan sonok tak dapat nak digambarkan.actually aku memang dah set in mind,i give my self 3month's time to find a new job sebab aku sangat tak happy kat firm yang aku kerja sekarang.so Alhamdulillah.usaha & doa di jawab.10th june ni start with that new company.ok that is the nice part.

part yang tak bestnye berlaku semasa aku deliver the resignation letter to my boss.notis untuk 1 minggu but he didnt accept that.he wants it to be a month notice.berlaku sedikit quarrel.at the end aku decided to just accept whatever he's trying to say and hold back whatever words roaming around my brain waiting to be realeased into verbal words.siap taknak bagi cheque gaji aku for may.demmit.takleh tahan bila dia gunakan labor law.oh crap!pandai pulak tu time orang mintak resign nak guna labor law macam i know nothing about it.hello.kang aku ungkit apa yang dia buat kat staff dia based on labor law baru dia tau.tapi oleh kerana aku tau he's the boss.and bosses always win.jadi aku senyap and the last word i said was OK.padahal hati dah membara cam nak meletop.emm

u think u're smart?i think i'm smarter

we'll see

the heart-melting mice

2009-05-26T22:39:00.000+08:00

oh this is what makes me go hihihuhaha~~ all day today.a contact lense case which i know i will never use but still i bought it.yes i bought it coz it's unresistably kiut and i think it'll be useful someday .bought it from my collegue,hwee do.ada website juga

http://www.barbieeyes.com/

satu petang di kedai kopi

2009-05-24T21:21:00.000+08:00

ok this is what happened yesterday.we had to go to shah alam for our robes for our degree convocation this thursday.it was an easy process compared to the last time we did for diploma convocation.yep first time will always be the toughest time.so it actually took us less than an hour.didn't join the rehearsal [konon dah experienced haha] we just hang around outside the hall and chit-chating *almost 5 months tak jumpa.there's seas of updates haha*

and this is the place where we hung out for tea *and lunch and breakfast* at about 4 p.m+

dulu lepas habis study aku selalu rasa bosannya tak jumpa kawan-kawan macam masa belajar.but now i think it has some good since bila kami bawa haluan masing-masing,deal with our own lives alone and berjumpa sekali sekala,we'll have tonnes of interesting things to talk about.cakap tak boleh habis.i love last night.go flirting around with the girls at alamanda yang dah sangat lama tak dilakukan,aku,pear&a'an made a very prompt decision to eat at rasamas *the place where not any of us has tried before* disebabkan it was late and semua kedai makan dah tutup or even tak tutup pun hanya ada limited menus.catched a movie [x-men origins:wolverine] at 11 and straight away went back to pearuz's place.the conversation never stop until we dozzed off at about 3 in the morning.

kesimpulannya.it was a good day.saye hepi ^_^ and looking forward for thursday.

aliya a.k.a niyang rapik

2009-05-20T23:14:00.000+08:00

good day,my friends

just a quick shoot in here
saya mau umumkan yang aliya [yes aliya binti abd wahid] telah diganggu dengan semangat niyang rapik yang sangat scary [atau dia sebenarnya mau dilihat seperti niyang rapik]

kononnya dia mampu bertelepathy atau dalam ertikata lain.dia mampu membaca fikiran orang lain [berhati-hati!]

bersyukurlah apa adanya

2009-05-18T21:44:00.000+08:00

tak tahu kenapa lately aku selalu sangat mengeluh.almost everyday aku mengeluh.just like this morning,sampai je office,sit at my place,look at that tonnes of working papers and mengeluh.felt like OMG what am i doing stucking myself in here?honestly.yes.i'm getting bored of audit.looked at the space and cakap 'apa malang la diri ni' and as i was about to start working.aku teringat apa yang mak cakap semalam.

ayah fifi meninggal.

tak taula kamu-kamu ingat lagi tak dengan baby fifi.baby fifi yang ibunya merupakan one of my mom's bestfriend.she died last year after few months of giving birth to fifi.my mom was thinking of adopting fifi at that time.but kakak dia insist to take care of her youngest sister by her own.and the eldest sister was 13 on that time [this year 14] mereka 5 beradik.kehilangan ibu.and from that time onwards,dari apa yang aku dengar,kakak dia yang take care of the brothers and sister.pagi-pagi pergi skolah.tengahari balik rumah masak,basuh baju,bagi adik-adik makan.pada usia 14 tahun dia dah faham erti sebenar kehidupan.erti susahnya hidup ni.some of us keep on uttering 'life is hard' or 'life is complicated' without actually experiencing the hardship.

and now.selepas tak sampai setahun ibu meninggal.ayah mereka pulak meninggal.can you imagine the life of the sister?at the age of 14?aku hormat sikap bertanggungjawab si kakak.memang betul kata-kata 'bila kita rasa diri kita susah,sebenarnya ada orang yang jauh lebih susah'

ya Allah sungguh aku menyesal mengeluh tadi.terasa diri sangat ungrateful.

*tak boleh teruskan entry ni.mata dah berkaca-kaca.hati dah terasa berat*

wajah baru aku

2009-05-18T21:03:00.000+08:00

*plingg*

tadaaaaaaa

new blog background.cik zalina kite penah kate 'blog scott macam sehelai kertas buruk'

ishish tapi aku suka betul design before ni

dah lama aku fikirkan nak tukar background tapi tak jumpa yang sesuai dengan hati but bumped into this one just semalam.so i work on it today ^-^

.my bad.

2009-05-16T22:02:00.000+08:00

******

i think i've been too tolerate

i think i sometimes pay no attention to my own feeling

for making sure others' will be good

******

infectious macam H1N1

2009-05-16T21:02:00.000+08:00

i hate working saturday.
hati menjadi sangat marah dan menyumpah-nyumpah bila la nak sampai july.
lagi-lagi bila kawan-kawan call diwaktu aku berkerja and 'scott ko kat mane?weii orang gila je keje ari sabtu ok' atau 'wallawey..bangla pun cuti ari sabtu ok' adoila membuatkan mataku berkaca-kaca menahan kemarah terhadap bos aku.kalau la boleh aku lemparkan pelempang ke mukanya tapi dah selalu dah aku lempang muka dia sebenarnye [dalam otak aku]

to make things worse.aku dengar besok [sunday] accounts department kena kerja.tapi oleh kerana heads aku takde cakap apa-apa before balik tadi,aku anggap berita tu takde kaitan dengan audit department.dan dengan bijaknya aku telah mematikan henfon ya *huahuahua.yes!yes!nasib baik aku bijak* ok drop this.

dan ini-ini adalah apa yang aku dapat kelmarin

yes.wedding invitation cardS [perlu di highlight 'S' tu]

diyana & dayana's [31st may]

ila's [6th june]

ada lagi 1 tak sampai ni.amy's

haila.ngeri betul bila tengok kawan-kawan dah ramai yang kawen ni.orang kata kawen ni macam penyakit berjangkit.bila sorang dah kena kawan-kawan yang lain tak lama lagi dapatla penyakit tu.lagi ngeri bila dengar macam tu.harap-harap lambat la sket BFF aku terkena penyakit ni.terasa banyak lagi yang nak dibuat yang akan jadi a bit troublesome kalau nak dibuat bila dah ada title 'wife' *zack,jangan lupa janji yang pernah kau lafazkan dulu* but the main thing is are you well-prepared to be a wife?emm~rasanya aku kena beli buku & study how to be a good wife one day.masih rasa aku lebih mahir menjadi 'anak yang baik'.

p/s : noris is pregnant!

bersenang-senangan

2009-05-13T20:23:00.000+08:00

this one is form zack.aku rasa tersangat senang harini.jadi menjawab satu tag =)

1. 3 NAMES IN YOUR CELLPHONE INBOX ?
~ aliya,iena & baby

2. YOUR MAIN RINGTONE ?
~ Lollipop by Mika

3. WHAT U DID AT 12 LAST NIGHT ?
~ was on the phone with him

4 . WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON U WENT OUT WITH? WHERE ?
~ mommy.pegi pasar malam huhu

5. THE COLOR OF THE T'SHIRT YOU'RE WEARING? NOW ?
~ light blue

6. THE LAST THING U DID?
~ watched the kubah terbang in Indonesia [was in 2003's news rupanya.punyalah lambat saliza] in the youtube with mommy

7. 3 OF YOUR EVERYDAY FAVORITE ITEMS?
~ my handphone [where i get to listen to fly fm]
~ my lappy [where i get the connection]
~ my RAINBOW

8. THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDROOM?
~ oh plain white

9. HOW MUCH MONEY IN YOUR WALLET NOW?
~ RM41 & few coins i didn't count

10. HOW'S LIFE?
~ not easy

11. YOUR FAVORITE SONG?
~ the climb by miley cirus [for the moment]

12. WHAT WILL U DO NEXT WEEKEND?
~ saturdat at the office & sunday macam nak gi career fair at the PWTC [still deciding]

13. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME U SAW UR MOM?
~ i can still see her now

14. WHERE IS SHE NOW?
~ right in front of the tv lazy-ing watching her favourite iljamae hehe

15. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU TALKED TO YOUR PARENTS?
~ u mean 'parent'.emm 5 minutes ago.or less.

16. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON THAT TEXTED U?
~ aliya.updating her feelings haha

17. WHERE DID U HAVE UR DINNER LASTNIGHT?
~ at home but something bought outside.

18. THE LAST SURPRISE YOU GOT?
~ haha last few months.march perhaps.i was really surprised that darn dancer guy dare to call me after what'd happened.and i too had surprise for him *devilish smile..hihi*

19. LAST THING U BORROWED FROM UR FRIENDS?
~ apa ya?was it zack's comics? [uikss tak pulang lagi.sorie memory saya memang 126]

21. WHO IS UR BF/GF OR HUSBAND/WIFE?
~ boyfriend is that mr.RAINBOW which suppose to mean that i dont have any husband

22. WHAT DO YOU FEEL NOW?
~ exhausted

23. WANNA SHARE WITH WHO?
~ my boss.wanna let him know that i want an INCREAMENT!!!

24. WHO KNOWS UR SECRET?
~ secrets shouldn't be told i suppose hummm.but some of my frens do know [masih dikira secret lagi ke?]

25 . THEY KEEP UR SECRET?
~ they only keep it when i 24-hour remind them about it.if i miss a minute then it'll be a news haha.nah i blaff.

27. ARE YOU ANGRY WITH SOMEONE?
~ nope [i hope it stays]

28. WHAT DO YOU ORDER AT MCD?
~ biasanya spicy chicken mc delux.tapi dah lama tak makan mcD

29. THE LAST TIME YOU FELT SO SAD?
~ bila ya.masa langgar kucing-kucing haritu kot

30. WHAT IS UR WISH FOR TOMORROW?
~ boss tak masuk office!yey! [perlu diingatkan.ini hanyalah 'wish']

mother's day entry

2009-05-10T21:40:00.000+08:00

10th May

i bought mommy a watch thia time around.
a very impulsive bought.i took less than 15minutes to decide sebab memang dah gile tak sempat nak choose.i got to rush hari tu.i was really worried that mommy wont like it.so the first thing aku tanya bila bagi the present was 'mak suka tak??betu-betul suka tak?' and she replied 'OF COURSE!' hah~what a relief [ala kalau dia tak suka pun mestila dia cakap suka kan.dah anak dia bagi.but i dont care.that is what i wanted to hear]

harini kami sefamily balik rumah nenek di Kulai.but mommy didnt get anything for nenek.hadiah dia pada nenek was a lunch meal.mommy cooked.ye la selalunya memang nenek aku yang akan masak setiap kali anak dia balik.even if anak-anak tak bagi dia akan tetap nak masak.so this time kitorang paksa dia supaya tak masak [tapi dia masak jugak for breakfast.haila nenek]

and harini nenek asyik brecerita kisah-kisah susah dia masa muda-muda dulu.macamana nak jaga anak sambil kerja and pada masa sama menjaga suami yang banyak kerenah *siap bagi aku tips huhu cayalah nenek!!!* kalau aku lah jadi dia.ntahlah.

and kalini jugak for the first time aku wish mother's day to cik ana *she's 5-month pregnant* so aku wish 'selamat hari bakal menjadi ibu' hehe.tak sabar nak tunggu her baby this september.

i wanna steal........time

2009-05-08T20:48:00.000+08:00

besok abang jali [abang ina] kawen

besok jugak iefa & tunangnye nak datang BP

besok jugak lah kenduri kat rumah makcik aku

haila

masalahnye

besok jugaklah bos aku suruh keje

~_~

haila iphone

2009-05-07T22:54:00.000+08:00

harini aku kerja half-day.petang baru masuk sebab ade benda kena settle di Muar.aku drive alone to muar dalam pukul 8.50 am.hujan.traffic.dalam pukul 9.50 sampai ke destinasi huhu took just an hour.was an achievement sebab aku sangatlah tak familiar dengan bandar muar tu.benda yang perlu di settlekan tu cumalah makan masa about 20minutes saje RUPENYE.tapi masa yang aku amik to get back to BP was about one and a half hour.sebab.aku sesat!aku rase hampir 10 orang aku tanye before dapat jalan yang betul and aku recognize.and that was the point where i hope my handphone is gps-supported!haissh.lalu dalam masa aku sesat tu sempat lagi berangan memiliki sebuah iphone 3g.rasa diri sangat stylo okeh dan educated dan intelligent dan hot juge haha.tapi sebenarnye sejak kebelakangan ni aku memang selalu berangan owning an iphone.bukan masa sesat pagi tadi je.

makanya.kesimpulan daripada entry kali ni.mungkinkah ada sesiapa yang teringin nak menghadiahkan aku iphone untuk birthday tahun ni?aku dah puas berangan dah ni.

p/s:satu pengakuan jujur di blog - aku tipu bos aku untuk masuk half day arini.aku kata aku nak pergi clinic dan akibatnya petang tadi perut aku sakit ntah kenapa.haissh.mintak mahap bos -_-

not nice.not nice

2009-05-07T21:38:00.000+08:00

okeh aku dah dapat gambar ani's new babies.bintang dan bulan ^_^ but actually i've forgot which one is the male and the female.the thing is THEY ARE CUTE!! emmm berkembang dah family si ani ni.ramai dah anak dia.

bintang

haha i luv her eyes =D bulllllllaat cam spotlight

and this is bulan.bulu cam cotton.i liiikee

so.talking about kittens.few months lepas aku pun ade dapat kittens.mak dia tu kitorang [my family] dah bela dari dia kecik and that was the first time she gave birth so semua orang dalam rumah was really excited.the babies were born pre-mature i suppose since the limbs were all weak.they couldn't even stand on their feet.ok ok i know it's normal for newly born kittens.but these two took about a month plus to just open their eyes and start walking.they got feases but i was told that they couldn't yet be too close with chemicals so we waited for a month.

cut things short.

tibalah satu malam yang tak terduga.i was about to go out to catch some lontong goreng ngan zack kat CK.the babies were normally in the house tapi ntah macamana that night dorang boleh ada kat luar masa aku nak keluar tu *forget to mention yang masetu dorang dah boleh lari-lari* tak tau bila dorang berlari keluar.aku reverse kereta cam biasa and terus keluar.haritu memang hati aku rase semacam tak sedap je dari pagi sampai ke malam.tak sampai seminit aku drive mak call cakap aku langgar DUA-DUA kittens! and DUA-DUA dah mati! oh.terus jadi takut nak balik rumah sebab mase mak call aku dengar adik menangis macam nak gila kat belakang huhu.sedih tak payah cakap la.

on that time,i wish their lives were batteries.kalau lah bateri.aku nak beli seratos.

so masatu and for the next one week aku rasa diri sangat hina lagi keji macam pembunuh.setiap kali aku nampak emak kittens tu rase bersalah tak terbendung.lagila kalau tengok dia kehulu-kehilir cari anak dia adoila.tiap-tiap hari aku mintak maaf kat dia.i hope she understands that.

see.this was taken a few days after her birth.she was sooooo weak.

the babies.we called them aliens.look at their face!

poor quality picha.but this is all i got in my engine ~_~

si bulan & si bintang

2009-05-02T23:01:00.000+08:00

ani memang terkenal dengan her favourite pet cats.
she has quite a few before.johnny,tommy,kiki and the latest are two persians named 'bulan' & 'bintang' oh so adorable names =D i loooiiikkeee.i thought she was finding a partner *or partners* for johnny [??] but he's castraded.

and now i'm wondering how they look so i make it an entry haha.asked her to forward me their pictures but i guess she's busy arranging the cage and everything.

to ani if you read this : cepatla forward saye gambar dorang ~_~

aktiviti mendaki

2009-05-02T21:50:00.000+08:00

my friends & i had a FUN gath semalam.

tak berapa ramai just about 11 of us daripada 41 planned.ye la sekarang masing-masing dah ada hal masing-masing yang perlu diuruskan.nak buat camane.just go on with the plan.

it was ok though.we really had fun =D swimming2..amik2 gambar dalam air guna marti punye water-resistant olympus *wewiit* makan gila banyak tak hengat.it was REAL FUN.the special thing is zack made us cuppacakes.kiut cuppacakes *pichas tak dapat nak upload lagi.still pada marti.will later*

semalam memang sangat fun.tapi bangun je tidur harini dah terasa effect duduk di bawah waterfall tu lama-lama.free spa la konon.harini habis satu badan sakit-sakit.and to make it worse harini aku kena kerja.so silalah imagine dengan back bones rase sakit and tangan rase macam dah keras.kena kerja from 9-5.seksa habis.alangkah bagusnya kalau boleh kerja sambil gulikgulik atas katil.rasanya seminggu kena tanggung sakit ni.balik je kerja sue call tanya pasal our night out but unfortunately i canno make it.which means i cannot see farrah before she gets back to shah alam.hummm~nak buat camane.it's between your mother & your friends.

rasanya lebih best kalau boleh upload gambar kat sini emm.

p/s : kawamkawan, aku sangat suka topic perbincangan kite masa on our way back to bp that night.sangat hangat okeh =D buat farrah terkena serangan jantung haha.

the new friends i hear

2009-04-29T22:38:00.000+08:00

i added a new link to the links.the fly fm's.yes.that's the station i've been listening for these quite a few months till i get to memorize the segments and the djs in each segment [since i do less talk in the office so i put something a lot more in other side that's my ears hehe]

so.i like the morning crew : phabes,nadia & ben.your morning'll feel like oh-so-crazy listening to them.there are even times when i laff alone making the other staff look at me with that full-of-questions face.but yeah.i dont give a damn huu-huu.

and they had been talking about their blogs and what they write in the blogs.and know whut..they had henry goldings on air this morning & oh i fancy him,baby! but he's a tone deaf haha he sang a song this morning and it sounded damn funny i was laffing like my stomach was going to explode.ok ok.enuff of this.

gougou?

2009-04-23T21:09:00.000+08:00

kisah hari ini.

ok.harini adalah hari yang sangat nervous untuk ke office.it's because i'd send a report yesterday so i'll be receiving the reviewed report by this morning.each time hantar report this is what i have to face in the next morning.a killing nervousness.takuttakut kalau ada silap dalam report and kena face the human-eating boss. so as the nervousness was giving me the bad sign..sampai je office,punched the card,dan terus ke meja tanpa mengendahkan orang lain *i normally stop at the reception counter and bual2 ngan kak anna dulu* i went staright away to my desk and guess what was on the table? yes..the report.the way i expected.but there's a note on the top

page 16 - SEE C.H TAN !!

oh with that bright red pen and that capital letters it made me feel like floating in the air about to be blown away by the wind.felt like running laju-laju balik rumah and semunyik bawah comforter.dalam hati dah cakap..HE'LL EAT ME RAW! this is my death date.segala bowels dalam perut dah pun mengecut.so i flipped through the page.and yes there's wording mistake.quite a major mistake in a report i should say.tried to create the best reason to be put forth.and i got that panic-attack.hoh~the feeling was....arggghh horrible.started to get that water on my palms the effect of nevousness *i mean FRIGHT* few minutes later salah sorang head sampai and like usual i'll be running to her for any problem and this time i dont wait any minute.and after a few minutes she decided to go to meet that man eater representing me considering that i am STILL under probation.oh God,masatu baru rasa oh the sun is shining =D

ok.the good news is she agreed to go representing me.the bad news is the report is still with her which means that she hasnt go see him yet coz she said she's busy today which means i still have that potential of being called up to see him and take the scold *or scream or shout* which also means that i'll be going to the office with the same sort of feeling tomorrow which is too means that i am still not over this problem yet.

arggghhhhhh~

emmm anyways, gougou adalah 'google' in mandarin. i saw it when my colleague surf the internet during lunch time and i was like....what the hack is gougou??haha

that email from noris

2009-04-21T21:58:00.000+08:00

well this is actually an emal send by a friend of mine a couple of days ago.feeling like sharing it with u people =D

it's cute & true.

***

A boy and a girl were playing together.
The boy had a collection of marbles.

The girl had some sweets with her.
The boy told the girl that he will give her all his marbles in exchange for her sweets.
The girl agreed.

The boy kept the biggest and the most beautiful marble aside and gave the rest to the girl.

The girl gave him all her sweets as she had promised.

That night, the girl slept peacefully.

But

the boy couldn't sleep as he kept wondering if the girl had hidden some sweets from him the way he had hidden his best marble.

*******

don't you think it's lovely?you should get what it tries to tell.if u don't......think hard.

hariminggu yang indah

2009-04-20T22:17:00.000+08:00

hari minggu lepas saya telah ke jb.got an official things to do .but it actually took only about 3 hours yet i tried to spare a bit more time there (2days) untuk dijimba-jimbakan bersama teman2 =D yey!

so i met ina,dolla,yati,ani,abang eon bank yang tak dikenalpasti identit sebenarnya *hehe* aliya & my RAINBOW!

was very tiring but it worth =D

i miss them all! it's sososososooo great that i could managed the time to see them all for quite a limited time i should say. sangat bagus kalau dapat jumpa jade,arni,a'an,baby,sal,peruz,mard & awien skali emm *okeh2 i know..that's impossible*

and i got a few THANKS to say to few people

to iena,kak suzi & kak fida - thanks for that comfortable hospitality
to dolla - thanks for that ronda2 we had,the chendol and that juliana banos' house and yah that delish tom yam!
to yati - thanks for that guide eventhough it went quite messy & crazy finding that chendol house
to ani - thanks for showing me that xperia..know whut hun,i was just like few minutes talking with pearuz about that xperia and u suddenly came by and bring that super intelligent & hawt gadg huhu save me the time searching for it at the market =D
to miamor aliya - thanks for that kenny rogers treat & the ticket-grabbing at larkin eventhough it was killing hot! promise i wont eat that stuff EVER AGAIN.gosh!but they should taste better i know hehe and thanks for being nice to him =)

oh life oohhh

2009-04-11T22:20:00.000+08:00

and yep i finally change the blog title.i've been thinkin of changing it for quite a while but couldn't come out with anything.nothing.i just thought that the old one was too long.

why do i put : the brain & fingers?

sebab saye suke lah haha.no.sebab i wanna show my appreciation to those who had contributed to writing this whole thing in the blog.ngahaha.adakah itu acceptable?

anyways

i am thinking of something new now.i am thinking of changing what i am currently doing now.something that makes me feel a lot more alive.but it's something TOTALLY new.i just THINK that i'd luv it.but it's just a thought.this is the time when i really feel scared to move forward.

OMG.

the SUN & the beach

2009-04-08T16:03:00.000+08:00

well..i answered a few quizes on facebook just now *lama gile tak wat quiz haha* i just think that among all this one come out with satisfying result =) itu je untuk entry kali ni hehe.babai

the quiz was : WHAT DOES YOUR BIRTHDAY MEAN?

the result says : YOU LOVE THE SUN AND THE BEACH. *owh yesss!* Your best colors are red and yellow. You tend to have many friends and you are well-liked, possible because of your outgoing and sunny personality. You are a very positive and enthusiastic person. Shopping is likely something you enjoy very much, not just for yourself, but for other people as well. You shine at parties and get togethers, and you are definitely an extrovert.

i'm realy into this one!

2009-04-04T23:12:00.000+08:00

OMG! i'm currently so into this song.luv the chorus part so very much.listen to it luvies =D

the climb by miley cirus

I can almost see it

that dream I'm dreaming

but there's a voice inside of my head

telling you'll never reach it

every step I'm taking

every move I make feels

lost in no direction

my faith is shaking

but I gotta keep trying

gotta keep my head held high

* chorus *

there's always gonna be another mountain

I'm always gonna wanna make it move

always gonna be an uphill battle

sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

ain't about how fast I get there

ain't about what's waiting on the other side

it's the climb

The struggles I'm facing

the changes I'm taking

sometimes they knock me down

but no I'm not breaking

I may not know where

but these are the moments that

I'm gonna remember most

I've just gotta keep going and

I gotta be strong just

keep pushing on

* chorus *

* chorus*

Keep on moving

keep climbing

keep faith baby

It's all about, it's all about the climb

keep the faith

keep your faith

woah

the Q&A

2009-04-02T21:36:00.000+08:00

ok frens, this is the first time i'm doing this tag thingy =D
and it was from cik zahidah kecil molek itu

1. How old are you?
:: getting to 24 this year

2. Are you single?
:: nope

3. At what age do you think you’ll get married?
:: owh november 2011 =D how old will i be on that time? *oh sorie farah but the date is just so nice.but we never know what'll happen right*

4. Do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now?
:: insyaAllah.i just can't find any other person to be in love with like i am now.tapi semuanya saye serahkan pada Yang Maha Esa =)

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
:: dulu rasanya ashraf sinclair.tapi sebab bunga dah potong line..heart broken ar taknak kawen! *Nabi tak ngaku umat cik saliza oiii*

6. Who will be your bridesmaid & bestman?
:: OMG!i swear this is the toughest question ever in my life.jawab final paper accounts pun tak challenging camni.but for surely i'll be managing the bridesmaid and he with the bestman.i'll make my darlings to take turn.baru fair.

7. Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
:: GARDEN! with daisies & sunflowers oh oh oh indahnye =D

8. Where do you plan to go on honeymoon?
:: paris.we wanna go to the eiffel tower *pengaruh cerita eiffel i'm in love nih* but we'll look at the economy.takpun g tengok klcc je..tinggi gak tu bayangkan la cam eiffel =p

9. How many guests do you think you’ll invite?
:: i cant be precise.cam ramai je but will be shortlisted..but luvies dont worry u'll be in.

10. Will that include your exes?
:: i dont have any problem with that but one person will not be invited for sure and that person is..jeng jeng jenggggg...ala si penipu itu.save 1 invitation card hehe

11. How many layers of cake do you want?
:: one with heart shape and tastes like chocolate indulgence from secret recipe!! owwwhhh

12. When do you want to get married, morning or evening?
:: morning with a fresh mood =D

Name the song/tune you’d like to play at your wedding
:: if you're not the one by daniel bedingfield
:: tercipta untukku by ungu

14. Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon & fork?knife?
:: i think normal is enough..i dont even mind if they wanna put away the spoon & fork

15. Champagne or red wine?
:: not any of those

16. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
:: days after.mesti letih after the wedding so to make sure both of us boleh enjoy on the honeymoon, we'll need a rest before.

17. Money or household items?
:: money.and household items =D

18. How many kids would you like to have?
:: i want 4
:: 2heroes & 2 drama queens : adam,sarah,hanna *lagi 1 nama tak jumpa.frens,saye dah book these names okeh*

19. Will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?
:: yep! the wedding & the honeymoon & the time we're getting babies & the time we're getting old where he promised to sing me the song by altimet,cantik *oh hush,now i look like a whole-time dreamer =p*

20. Whose wedding plan would you like to know ?

:: zack
:: farrah
:: iena
:: alya
:: aniazizah
:: suhaili

mylove

2009-03-30T22:00:00.000+08:00

huh~nothing much..i'm just thinking of sharing what i got through the email.GOSH dont u think it's luvly? i think it's so....lady-ish =D kalau aku dapat satu mesti takleh nak lelap mata malam-malam risaukan kete kat luar hoho.kene upah pak guard sorang just to guard the car.

the long-left hobby has return!

2009-03-30T21:09:00.000+08:00

it has be boring nights since hidayah (my noisiest younger sister) is not around.she enrolled to a boarding school last week.finally.she finally faces her fear.yep the boarding school is her fear as she'd been so comfortable staying at home for 15years.so watching tv is boring now since i dont have anyone to hear my critics about the shows we're watching.drinking coffee at night is also boring now since i dont have anyone to scold for she's lazy to make her own.

ok now

hehe that's the movie i plan to watch this coming weekend! i'm dying for it! cant stand hearing the stars people are giving to the movie! *mesti tengok! mesti tengok!* another movie i'm craving for now is the

yep i know LATE! i missed the show in cinema and i eventually forget about it.but now craving for it! i heard that awien bought the original dvd plus the whole novelSS!!! the whole series baby! oh awien..cepat la balik mesia!

p/s : emm memang kecik pun pictures yang i managed to get in about 2 minutes tu.

don't act like you know for the fact that u're clueless

2009-03-25T22:32:00.000+08:00

owh yep.a very long title.no need to read more coz that probably explain just everything =)

there are times when you try to act like you know everything without realizing that the action even reveals that you actually completely have no idea over anything.oh that's sangat annoying.

ok drop that.

guess what i saw this afternoon?i saw Tan Say Kang (auditor yang emsem itu) carrying diapers! probably for his sons.oh oh oh yep i know this sent nothing to your emotion..unlike mine *he looks so sweer carrying diapers oh oh*

well,let's do some work talk here.tomorrow's my due date for this lighting house i'm auditing.but yep a week is like an hour to me..please dont expect too much *nasib baik saye masih di consider under training,selamat..* actually i spend too much time looking at the stock the other day.i mean the stock list..analyzing how expensive a bulb can be.that's only the bulbs no need to mention the candlier *camane nak spell ni?* so..i actually worried since tomorrow's the due date and i'm pretty sure that i cannot make it on time.know what i did?i made up questions..some pretty strange questions yet reasonable =D and she eventully say 'it's ok dont rush..u can have your time' yippie! so it works!!!

nota kaki : students dah nak final exams dah.dah nak abis 1 sem.nape rasa life is in monotone now?need to put on some colours.humm~

* the sky *

2009-03-22T20:16:00.000+08:00

i love the sky

love the members of the sky

the clouds

the white cottony clouds

the stars

the moon

the sun

and yes the RAINBOW

i simply love looking up to the sky

i wish i'm a bird

^_^

the first since the last

2009-03-22T00:08:00.000+08:00

sumpah lama gile aku tak update blog nih..

blame my schedule.and the connection too

so basically i'm back to the blogging world..nothing much to write yet.all i can say is i feel alive again after a temporary death *i mean..absence..exaggerate again* feel like i manage to breath after being strangled. huh~ok all i wanna say is..i'm back =) and thanks for reading.

OMG, is it saturday?

2009-02-14T17:40:00.000+08:00

Time really flies!no.time just..swwooooooshh and it’s already a week. A week after the last time I updated the blogs too.i can hardly feel a thing.what have I actually done in a week? Wake up at 6.30.go to work.i will normally make my self coffee in the morning.i actually made it hot but until yesterday I don’t really get the chance to have that HOT coffee I made since it already got cold by the time I swallow it.all I got to taste were actually cold coffee.perfect.isnt it?save the ice cubes.thanks to the air-conds.they do not just contaminate the environment but my coffee!huh~ok back to the story.i will just have some kueh at the office for lunch.i don’t really go out for meals *sebenarnye mcD house sangat lah dekat dengan office,oleh kerana saye sedang meboikot so tengok je la mcD house yang kiut tu* I’ll read the newspapers during lunch.and solat.continue struggling with the figures until 6.30 p.m.kadang2 rasa segan jugak nak go out at exactly 6.30 since the others will stay back until at least 7.so selalunye saye stay back jugak la.until 6.35 hahahaahahahahahahahahahehe LOL!!emm I just don’t have much options since I’m not driving my own car.arrive home at at least 7.solat.watch the spaQ.solat again.dinner.watch the miss no good at 8.30 and that’s it for a day. those are the rountines.i’m actually adjusting myself to these new changes.i will usually feel VERY TIRED after 6.30 or as soon as I reach home.ye la before ni takde strict schedule.and that’s why I lurrrrrrrrrvvvveeeee weekends now =D I can do many many many things during weekends contohnye pagi-pagi lagi tadi dah gi nursery ngan mommy to catch some seeds and cactuses.yey.

Good news for the week : ina tak jadi work at shah alam.she turned that offer down.i know why.and I’m happy for it *buat letih je ajar ko UBS aritu na*

aku bukan siapa-siapa

2009-02-08T19:04:00.000+08:00

Aku mau skali puaskan hati semua orang.semua pihak
Terutama skali mereka yang dekat dengan aku
Aku mau skali semua orang hepi dengan apa yang aku buat
But there are just times when I think
things are static
for the fact that I’ve done so much to make it better
To make them understand

Mungkin aku yang tak memahami mereka

Atau mungkin

mereka yang tak pernah cuba
meletakkan diri di situasi aku dan memahami kenapa aku berlaku begitu
Makanya sampai satu masa aku rasakan dan katakan

Maaf..aku bukan siapa-siapa

Yang mungkin memuaskan hati semua
Cuma satu yang perlu kamu tau
aku cuma mau bahagia

aku.kau.audit

2009-02-07T15:47:00.000+08:00

I eventually managed to get myself a job to do.yep,currently employed to do audit works.nothing much to say bout it anyway.it’s just that that S.K Tan is gorgeous! He makes me feel going to the office everyday LOL.i should say thanks to Mr.Kuan for harshly trained me during my internship.5 days at work and I’ve got few praises already..for moving so fast in audit.and it’s a good thing since I’m carrying the face of the uni along with it.but still there are LOADS to learn.but I just don’t think I’ll be staying long there.

my trouble is : i couldn’t find anyone to ACTUALLY befriend with.

remember I have my own definition of friend.and they’re just colleagues not friends.oh yep.forgot to mention.i am the only malay doing audit.the other 7 are Chinese.well don’t get me wrong.they’re nice tho.and helpful too.ask just anything and you’ll get a perfect answer.contohnya,I used to have this problem to understand the 1/3 basis for directors’ retirement on rotation ..so I asked miss Siew Teng about it.masa blajar CSP dulu kalau ada soklan tu for sure aku skip tak jawab.but now u ask me,huns.

Tapi sebenarnya selama 5 hari ke office ni lebih kurang 2/5 time tu aku spend on reminiscing on how good it was to go to class and don’t have to work alone.oh don’t call me immature since I’m still able to be realistic.There are just times when you dream things to be better.mungkin kalau that 7 chineses are replaced with aliya or zack or ina or jade or a'an or pearuz or awien or sue or farrah or arni or sal..things must be ohsogood ~_~

kerjalah lalalalal kerjalah~~ pinggang saye sakit the first day sebab dah lama tak duduk lama-lama camtu.

misi mencari P.E.L.A.N.G.I

2009-01-23T15:54:00.000+08:00

Aku hanya mau melihat PELANGI
PELANGI indah buatku senyum
Senyumku indah dibuat PELANGI
Entah kemana PELANGI pergi
Mencari-cari PELANGI
Tercari-cari PELANGI

Pernah satu masa aku tercari-cari pelangi.tapi tak jumpa.yang aku jumpa hanya gambar-gambar pelangi.

i got aliens

2009-01-23T15:44:00.000+08:00

And so I hate this topic yet feel like writing it…as most of my friends already notice, my face is now covered with oh-so-beautiful pimples. The problem havent been solved since june last year *ye dah lebih 6 bulan aku cuba settlekan problem nih* sebelum ni *before june 2008* my face skin was doing just fine..not all gebu geban but at least I didn’t have these aliens on it arghh so there came may 2008 where I started to have a few…and now there is already a family or perhaps a tribe of alien on my FACE!! Well, I’m not really the kind of person who care about what people are talking about me.i don’t really care if they say I’m fat or ugly.really.i just don’t.but when it comes to pimples i go nuts thinking of it. I’d done all I could but things don’t seem like working. Mommy planned to sent me to have some facial treatments but I refused *teringat pija started to get facial problem when she did facial treatment* and she planned to sent me to the skin specialist but aziah told me that the medication will give you side effects.

oh heaven help!

Bila fikir lama-lama fikiran jadi merapu sampai one stage aku terfikir mungkin ni balasan Tuhan pada aku yang sengal. Well I have this one friend who has a quite serious skin problem and she’s a bit unconfident of herself because of it.yep she has that skin problem but to me she still looks suhweet.so what’s the deal? whenever she came to me discussing on her face..i’d just go like ‘there’s no problem with it..you look just fine..no need to worry’ dulu aku sangat pelik kenapa dia asyik risaukan skin dia. Ye la ade pimples tapi pada aku tak payah la fikir sangat sebab those aliens tak menjejaskan her beauty. so sekarang aku rasa mungkin Tuhan nak punish aku sebab tak pernah nak faham perasaan kawan aku tu.now I know how it feels.rasa geram macam nak buat surgery pun ada.lagi-lagi la kalau mommy starts to nag about it.belum lagi dia mengkaji dah berapa banyak aliens atas muka aku ni.sumpah rase nak bungkus kain baju and run away.

Product dah banyak dah aku try. Fish oil pun dah habis sebotol tapi camtu jugak.
Kebetulan I have a friend yang baru je bergelar pharmacist so I texted her the other day asking on proper medication I should take to drive out the aliens and she came up with a few suggestions. She said

for external treatment you can use the Clearasil ultra (the cleanser,toner & cream) *oh yes it works!* and

for internal medication you should take a lot of fish oil. She didn’t recommend me to take up pills since she said mine isn’t serious *oh not serious?..look at me!* huh~~

okeh..sudah

morale nya….aliens do eat human! So don’t stop fighting.

the second for 2009

2009-01-23T15:30:00.000+08:00

I didn’t realize that I had been quiet for a while.not posting any post,not entering any entry.had been a silent reader too *sebenarnya the system yang sengal.each time nak drop comment tak boleh post so it leaves me not much option other than storing the comments in my engine* only realize it when some leave comments about it and looked at the archive.i was surprised.1 entry for 2009 haha and it has already been 23days surpassing 2009.oh that is hardly any. Well perhaps I’ve been busy organizing and managing my life.and eyeing what’s happening with others’ =D ramai sahabat handai yang dah ada their own blog so I was kinda busy reading them.

So still..presently unemployed.ermm temporarily ‘working’ for mommy.pendapatan tak tetap.bergantung kepad nasib.dan sampai sekarang tak dapat lagi job description.setakat ni yang aku dah buat were bayar bill, hantar duit pada nenek tiri aku at Muar, hantar and jemput adik pergi and balik latihan sukan and mengaji jugak, hantar hidayah pergi motivational courses, apa lagi eh..oh yep..i cook.EVERYDAY.yes huns EVERYDAY.what an astonishing statement isn’t it?haha and no surprise so far no body gets hurt =p LOL.i just think I better do something that can add value to myself rather than sitting around watching what happen with Rachel Ray, Jelita, Marina and Laila Majnun.

Well anyway, I’m getting diarrhea talking about work. Mari cakap tentang sesuatu yang bisa bikin aku senyum. Lagu sampai syurga won =D. that’s it.glad that he won.and to my surprise.he actually wrote it himself uhh what an art! And the performance was..wallah.somebody used to sing this.not to me.not to any body within my knowledge.just for someone I don’t even know who he’s singing for.

Ku membenarkan jiwaku tuk mencintaimu
Ku persembahkan hidupku tuk bersama kamu
Dan diriku untuk kamu
Belum pernah ku merasai begitu

Semua itu telah berlalu harapanku palsu
Dan mungkin hari yang satu terus ku tertunggu
Dihatiku..masih kamu
Belum pernah ku ingin terus menunggu

Aku lemah tanpa kamu
Ku inginmu dampingiku
aKu fahami aku bukan terbaik tuk dirimu
Sampai syurga ku menunggu
Sampai syurga ku cintamu
Hanya satu
hanya kamu

Ku membiarkan hatiku tuk merinduimu
Ku menghamparkan sakitku
Tuk tatapan kamu
Bersamamu..harapanku hilang dalam terang yang membutakanku

Dan segala yang ku ada
Ku berikan semua..untuk dirimu saja
Kumahu dirimu bahagia tuk selamanya
Biar sampai syurga
Aku menunggu cinta darimu
Agar ku sempurna

Namun aku tetap aku
Yang terbaik tuk diriku
Hanya satu

Aku lemah tanpa kamu
Ku inginmu dampingiku
aKu fahami aku bukan terbaik tuk dirimu
Sampai syurga ku menunggu
Sampai syurga ku cintamu
Hanya kamu

made through and stumble

2009-01-06T15:35:00.000+08:00

I made it through It’s again about an interview I went through last week. Was a post of executive accountant. Yep, I made it through and supposedly start working on Monday but i had to reject the offer due to some inevitable reasons. Humm..it feels weird. Perhaps, some might think I’m fussy but yeah again all I can say is I have my own reasons which I think I don’t have to state them anywhere here. It was a tough decision to make though but all I need was some support from those around me and since they were supporting, I guess that’s enough to make me stick on that decision.

Well, I wanted to write the questions I went through during the interview but since there are quite a number plus I am not quite certain if there’ll be anyone reading it..i think I better save my energy..but if anyone wishes to know just to share the experience you can drop comment and I’ll write later =)

Kak Aida called mommy the other day, requesting me to help her with her new boutique in JB. This is another thing I had to reject. It sounds interesting and fun but I chose not to trouble anyone =( huh~~ *kufurkah aku?tapi sebenarnya aku taknak susahkan sesape nanti* Ok now, another friend of mine who has start working is a’an at the tesco. A’an, pearuz, mas & me..we went to the interview together at Malacca but only a’an made it through *did I mention of her first class degree??humm*

time wait for no man. So keep on working on it baby!

cerita di suatu petang

2009-01-01T15:33:00.000+08:00

Macam biasa, semalam aku, awien, zack & sue pergi ‘ngeteh’ this time at the old town at the BP Mall since kami dah mula bosan makan pisang goreng seblah balai bomba tu. Perhaps we will have to say goodbye to awien since she’ll be flying back to Sabah this 3rd January (Saturday) maka akan berkuranganlah korem kami pergi mengeteh lepas ni huhu *really gonna mish her* but it’s ok, it’ll be just another 8 months to settle her masters course, after that boleh la balik semenanjung for good *itupun kalau radzi setuju nak stay di semenanjung hummm, really mish old school time now, lagi-lagi lepas baca zack’s entry on ‘kenanganku’* okay drop it..no matter what it takes, life HAS to go on, so grow up girl!

So 2009 has come. Aku selalu terfkir camnelah agaknya keadaan aku dalam masa 10 bulan dari sekarang? Jangan tanya kenapa 10 sebab aku memang selalu terfikir 10. Masih macam ni lagi ke? Masih kusut dengan apa yang aku cari sebenarnye lagi ke? Atau mungkin aku dah pasti apa yang aku nak dan kemana tujuan aku? Masa keluar having tea with the girls the other day sempat jugak kitorang discuss pasal azam tahun baru.

Zack – nak kaya
Sue – nak kaya
Awien – nak grad masters
Aku – Cuma sempat cakap nak bahagia =)

azam yang semoat aku cakapkan haritu telah mendapat persetujuan dari zack.kami ingin sekali berjumpa dengan someone yang boleh buat kami rasa bahagia =) walaupun zack mengidamkan pelamin macam mawi&ekin yang bapak besar gille tu, guys tak perlu takut, itulah yang kita namakan cabaran haha *mak dia mak andam weh ape nak takot*

awien's flight ticket..actually it's a printed from the internet sebab tu besar gile..kitorang asik gelakkan je flight ticket nih

the second interview

2008-12-29T17:35:00.000+08:00

Kalau before ni aku pergi interview di Melaka dengan kawan-kawan [pearuz,a’an & mas] this second interview at the K-UTech (company under the UTHM) pun still dengan kawan-kawan [zack,awien & sue] the difference this time is that they went there just to support me *hehe sebab tu saye sayang mereka..supportive* they had to wait for almost 2 hours. Despite of their supportive-ness sebenarnya mereka *or kami* ada plan lain..the next plans were to go having breakfast at the Kluang’s Railway station and to grab some donuts at the Big Apple, Kluang Mall *eh, baru teringat aku tak bayar lagi dwet donut kat zack haha* I had been longing to eat at the railway station. Selalunya Sal je yang tapawkan roti bakar tu kalau balik ke segamat. And again.. walaupun aku fikir angan-angan aku selama ni akan menjadi kenyataan sebab aku dah pun berada di Kluang masa tu..aku sebagai hamba-Nya terpaksa pasrah dengan ketentuan yang telah tertulis untuk aku *dan mereka* untuk hari tu…kedai tu tutup beb!! Jaoh tu jalan..tutup pulak adoiyai tak tau macam mana nak gambarkan kekecewaan hati nih. To heal the hurt, we headed to Kluang Mall for donuts huh~

Oh about the interview. I read shida’s blog entry on interview the other day, she talked on the questions she had to answer in the interview. So I think I’m gonna share what I’ve gone through during mine so that we can all benefit from it.

The offered post is : Accountant

Few of the questions I can remember :

1. The accounting software you can deal with
2. Are you good at ubs?
3. Any experience on handling accounts? Explain
4. In your opinion, what are the important criteria for an accountant?
5. Any qualities you found in yourself better then others? *oh siyezly I hate this part*
6. Since I’m an IT people, I always need my accountant to advise me when making decisions especially investment referring to our financial position. Can you do that? *I was like..WHUT? I’m a fresh grad whut do you expect?? But don worry I didn’t blurted out that. I did it like what an interview has to be haha.*

Then it came to some things more technical:

1. If the trial balance is balance is there any possibility that the financial statements will be imbalance? Explain and elaborate with examples.
2. If the financial statements are imbalance since 2006. What should you do to correct it?
3. Tell us the steps to correct the financial statements
4. If you were given some imbalance financial statements, say from 2006 how much time will you need to correct them?
5. Tell us what he ubs can provide other than the financial statements

Hummm~those are some I can remember. And they got along with some more unstructured questions. There’ll be one more interview and that one will be with the BOD. Gosh! Ya I’m shooting for the star yet I don’t know whether it can even reach the moon.

life is a journey

2008-12-22T16:42:00.000+08:00

Orang kata hidup adalah sebuah perjalanan jauh

Macam naik kereta ke perlis untuk kali pertama

Jauuh

Dan tak tau jalan di depan macam mana..

Bengkang bengkok ke, berbukit bukau ke, berlubang ke, nak belok ke kanan atau ke kiri

atau mungkin tersalah ambil jalan mati

bila tersalah ambil jalan mugkin tersesat sekajap

kalau dah tau tersalah jalan tu patah la balik ke jalan yang sebelum ni kita rasakan betul

atau mungkin kita boleh minta pertolongan orang lain untuk tunjukkan jalan

ataupun call lah kawan-kawan yang boleh dipercayai untuk tunjukkan jalan

walaupun sebelum tu kita pernah buat silap

biarlah perjalanan kita akan ke arah yang betul

menggunakan jalan yang betul

ke destinasi yang setiap kita impikan =)

21st December 2008

2008-12-22T16:41:00.000+08:00

It was haniza&ekram’s wedding. haniza was my classmate at TIGS for 3years but yep, s make good friendship so even though we’d been far aparted, semua masih keep in touch. I think her marriage is unexpected since she seems like someone who puts her entire head on academic..not everyone knows that she’s planning to tie the knot this early. She can be regarded as the most brilliant among us..pada umur 23tahun haniza dah pun ada masters and she’ll be doing her phD this coming January for 3years again in Adelaide [oh ya, and her husband too] and yah kami melihat their decision to get married as a very good move.

Since haniza adalah the first to get married..almost everyone who knows is excited. Kami nak cari present pun took 2 days to decide what to buy. Faridah yang dah lama gile tak jejak BP after her family moved out to JB pun datang this time. Faridah, Farah & me stayed at zack’s place a night before haniza’s wedding. tengah-tengah malam baru keluar to get some late night meals with Sue. Faridah yang dah sangat lama tinggalkan BP ternyata terkejut dengan BP’s development. Dah ada BP Mall, Carrefour, the Square One where there are Gulati’s and EuroModa..dah ada McD house..wifi dah merata even kedai asam pedas pun dah ada wifi haha..kalau nak dilihat masa kami skolah dulu tempat nak hang out cuma lah summit parade tu. Kira masa tu summit parade umpama pavilion la haha..ok drop this.

Anyway, we made a kind of small reunion at haniza’s, changing & updating stories…………..it was HOLY FUN! jumpa mereka yang ada dah 2-3 years tak jumpa Gosh, what a blessing =) cant wait for reunion on April!!

the long awaited moment

2008-12-22T16:37:00.000+08:00

actually I’m kinda late of posting this kinda entry *saye busy okeh,kawan saye kawen* so..saat yang dinantinantikan sejak sekian lama finally arrived (the 18th Dec) where our final semester’s results was eventually provided by the uni. I was like being called for death the night before..tak boleh tidur langsung, bilik tu jadi cam creepy gile nak menunggu result on the next morning. However, big portion of us made it through but still ade juga yang tersangkut. saye dengar supp paper for Financial Accounting Reporting & Audit will be on this Tuesday & Wednesday so for those yang gagal.. no worries luvies..boleh buat supp just give ya best shots on that one and for those yang pass tolongtolongla doakan untuk kengkawan yang didn’t make it through..semoga dipermudahkan.

dan saye rasa khamis lepas juga telah mengubah status kami..mission & vision lepas ni perlu di reorganize and yah..2009 pun semakin dekat so sangat sesuai la untuk set balik apa yang nak dicapai next year.and like always, saye sangat suka set new year’s resolutions and I normally do it moderately *sorie I don’t tell people what I have for resolutions*..kadangkadang tak sampai 5 pun haha *ade orang yang set resolutions sampai berbelas okeh* for me, the quantity doesn’t matter in fact some people don’t even bother of having any but they achieve what they want in life perfectly humm~so the point here is kalau nak buat azam baru tu make sure you’ll try to achieve them within time. Ani did tell me that one of our coursemates is applying for ACCA..a brave shot there *ntah bile saye nak amik ACCA humm last paper FAR600 sangat dahsyat*

Actually bukan saye yang tengok sendiri my final result..dan sebenarnya sampai harini pun saye tak tengok langsung result di student portal tu sebab saye telah mengarahkan cik ina untuk buat sume tu untuk saye =D

Saliza : ‘na ko tolong checkkan result aku..tapi jangan bagitau aku sampai aku ready…nati aku dah ready aku cakap’

Iena : ‘okeh’

Few minutes later

Iena: aku dah tengok result ko heee

Saliza : okeh forward kat aku result tu

Iena : account susah eh scott? [masetu dalam otak aku dah fikir..ni cam aku sangkut account je..cam nak nanges tapi sebab dada aku dah rase macam nak terpecah menahan takot air mata pun tak boleh nak keluar]

Saliza : weh bagi je la result tu..account memang susah gille..aku sangkut account eh?

Iena : emmm nampaknye camtu la…sabar ek scott [mase ni aku rase cam dah mati..tak dapat nak bernafas.nak kate sedih tak nanges pulak]

Iena : hehe acah mak enon! Ko pass sumer la.. [perkataan pertama aku cakap lepas bace text nih…iena bunguks!]

so dari malam tu aku bangun tidur dengan senyuman..menghadapi harihari dengan senyuman walaupun sekarang aku dah mula bingung dengan employment problem aku masih senyum hehe. Terasa segala penat selama 2 tahun setengah ni terbalas walaupun pointer menjunam. People say the higher you are, the harder you fall..since I didn’t flew too high, so the fall don’t hurt much haha.

oh yep, for friends yang dah boleh dianggap graduated I wish y’all the best luck on earth for your future undertakings. Moga sukses!

another good news for the week. Jade,iena & aliya had started blogspotting =D yep, as jade mentioned they had actually been blogging before but it used to be on friendster and myspace. Ok guys, drop those now and come in blogspot. don’t call for not-good-in-writing thingy luvies coz I’m a lousy writer haha I even write those which people don’t like to read but cam saye pernah cakap
‘ni blog aku…suke hati aku la ape nak tulis’
Haha..sorie.